my blog.. with no updates for freaking 4months?! 

hahaha.. havent read anybody's blog either! what happened to my so called die hard interest.. 

dreams and hopes of writing..?

 all just relinquished in dust.. haha!

 just to drop by.. since im having the time..

 intresting how blogger hasnt changed much since the very beginning i start scribbling things around 

but here we have facebook with its new facelift called 

TIMELINE..

 lol much.

well.. a BIG hello.. again.. ;)

Angels

The holiest place that could ever be

All you can do is bow

Before the One who made heaven and earth

Before the Almighty God

For Him alone

Sing with the angels

Sing with the angels

Singing the Name of the Lord

Singing the Name of the Lord

For every soul, He gave it all

Given for all of mankind

Eternal life is His alone

Given to all who believe

In Him alone, in Him alone

not afraid..afraid

m not afraid of heights, 
m afraid of falling...
m not scared of te dark, 
m scared of wat's in it...
m not afraid 2 lov, 
m afraid of not being loved back...^_^..


-kethees sivam-->FB-

Unashamed

I have not much
To offer You
Not near what You deserve
But still I come
Because Your cross
Has placed in me my worth

Oh, Christ my King
Of sympathy
Whose wounds secure my peace
Your grace extends
To call me friend
Your mercy sets me free

And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed

I can't explain
This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face

Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete 

nothing much..^^

there i go again.. for the pass few days.. not only looking for blogs to read but i kept staring at my blog thinking what to write.. hehe..Finally Ellana updated her blog.. its almost like waiting for a new season of a tv series.. u just cant wait to know what gonna go on in Ellana blog next.. haha! it really is a good read all the time.. ;) i think so far.. ellana's and juan's blogs are the only ones i read..and the rest just stop updating along time ago!

Anyways.. the Asian Cultural Night is this coming saturday!!  i never imagined myself being part of ACS in my entire university life.. and here was i .. having the privilegde to design the ACS charity night banner!! that was really fun..this whole design thing started ever since ACS planned its carnival which is coming up in august!! and.. YES..acs this year is a charity night alright.. =D  not to mention i also helped with the ticket selling!  heh heh.. i kno its jUSt ticket selling ..big deal.. but then.. ticket selling can really be a real hastle.. seriusly.. we must really make sure that we PICH(is that the word?) well in order to sell the tickets.. phew.. its HARDWORK and sweat!

Btws.. guess wat.. little miss me who sweared not to wear saree ever again in her life after her sister's wedding decided to wear saree for acs..haha! i kno.. joke of the century.... well.. when i went back last weekend.. i told my mom to tie me the saree..just wanted to see how i felt and looked.. i didnt want the ghujerati style because it really makes me uncomfortable .. so my mom tied me the normal one.. which you can see on my fb dp.. it looks great right?? SS*

the thing is.. for the rest.. its like the last acs night for them.. vani, kavi, kalps,preet, ros, nit, lucky and so on..so all of them wanted to wear saree.. and it would be a bummer if i was the only who didnt wear .. and i was still sticking to wearing a punjabi suit until i saw myself in the saree..again.. ;))) ..

i tried tying the saree today.. to my dissapointment.. i forgot how to tie after gruelling my mom to teach me how to.. =.= .. looks like i need help .. and that i need to expose my  tummy to someone..~~
oh well.. *breaths*

anyways.. hope to have a great ACS night this year!! also not forgetting a quiz and a midterm next week..Sighs...

crazy thought

a crazy thought just came into my mine..

i wanna fall in love not tell anyone about it and elope ..

hahahaha!

yes.. crazy thought.. =p

Hellos and Goodbyes

Had Ps Nicky's farewell today.. Thank you Jesus that everything went smoothly just that the service continued on for more than 2 hours rather then the usual one and half hour..

Finalizing the video was just an awesome feeling.. slept at 5am after watching an episode of How I Met Your Mother..hehe.. Sometimes, u just have an awesome idea in your head and u soo badly wanna implement it u just wouldnt mind spending alot of time doing it..even if it means being tired and sleeping late then getting up with dark circles.. ;)

Honestly.. today was pretty sad.. i never felt such an attachment towards a person.. felt really sad.. really really sad.. Ps Nicky.. he was indeed as sharon said "An anchor of joy, love and encouragement". I cant help but feel why didnt i realise this sooner.. i've taken this person for granted and never appreciated it until now that he's leaving us.. 

But also.. I am aware that God has a greater plan for him.. Pursuing his theology masters would only take him further in doing God's works. So would love to bid farewell to him with a joyful heart. =)

One and half years just flew by so fast.. i even thought i would be serving this church till the end when i graduate. Always having this support system going..can't help but to wish there was more time..  I was pretty surpriced when i choked and tears were almost in my eyes when we were all singing "Kenangan Terindah". I could tell that Ps Nicky almost in tears as well.. it was a surprice after all!! hehe!!

Then again, while we all just fellowshipping and taking photoshooting.. oh yes.. i was enjoying myself with Ray's dslr.. its such an awesome camera! learnt more about dslr from Ray today.. and i cant believe i took some pretty awesome shots myself! Owwwkay.. coming back.. while we were all just fellowshipping and photoshooting.. "Oceans will part" starting playing on the deskstop.. all of a sudden i just had a reminences of the whole place.. i saw the keyboard, the drums, the guitar.. and i thought: " we are no longer gonna jam here anymore, spending time with each other and singing God's songs.. fellowshipping.. carecells every thursday.. the pizza night we had.. our very first amazing race.. worship leading..." 

We had a family here.. and i just hope we'll all stick together in Church Of Praise as well as a new family..=)

Well.. Pastor Nicky who loves Nike brand so much.. 

hope YOU always remember us

 with the Nike Arsenal T-shirt we all got you 

and a blessed farewell ..

dear friend and father figure..