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haha.. lol.. just fooling around.. y sooo serius ryt? uukay.. dat was random.. dono wat us wrong with me anyways.. @@ life has been quite stressful and im not sure y am i saying its stressful coz im not feeling the stress of it all..but im just feeling soo tired and lazy! btw i HATE facebook..dont ask me why.. i just hate it.. more like finding sumthing to hate actuly.. its been quite sumtime since i properly wrote anything too .. i kno i've been posting alot of videos..and songs and lyrics.. their just too awesome and i want the world to kno and enjoy it too.. !! plus.. utar is not giving me any breaks..grr.. just read juan post.. UCSI's got 2 weeks off!! lucky girl juan.... ! so jelous.. wish UTAR would do sum kindness to us utarians too.. rather than clamping our bicycles WHEN YOU dont provide enuf bicycle parking space and even make MONEY by charging RM5 out of it!! UTAR got money to expand their buildings by cutting down all the trees..but noo money to just put sum cement on the ground for sum parking space for students?! dah la global warming and UTAR is reali good in making the globe warmer! shame on U!!!

i donno y.. just soo not satisfied with the world im living in! i guess the famous speech evaluation i did for SEVERN SUZUKI "saving the environment" speech for public speakign assignment is getting to me.. love the "girl who silence the world for 5 minutes"! if anyone of u hv the time.. just go on youtube and just check out this 12 yer old girl's speech ya.. dynamic and impactful for such a young girl.

oh yea.. public speaking.. is reali reali fun.. apart from impromtu.. finaly did impromty again last friday after so long... this time evaluated ofcoz.. no more practice! gosh .. i tot i did well.. got my points out reali well.. but unfortunately.. its either i got too comfortable with the class and became whiny and droopy..(mr lionel said dat.. =() i just didnt look like i was giving a speech it seems... didnt hv good posture.. speaking to fast.. bla.. bla.. bla.. haih.. dunt wwanna got further.. well the girl cant help it.. coz she was going back to c her family dat day after 9 weeks!! i guess.. i forgot i was giving a speech thus..screwed it up! haih.. its k.. hv one more chance.. will do it ryt then! ;)

haaaah... how i wish impromtu was like writing.. when u just write.. words just come.. why cant you just talk and words flow too..tho i hv a tendency to talk .. ALOT! but impromtu.. nah..hahaha! not giving up tho! im gonna conquer u my dear impromtu!

hmph...forgot hw good it is to write and express.. feel kinda relieve.. love writing and definately love blogging.. and that is why im gonna give my persuasive speech on blogging this friday!! im gonna persuade my classmates to blog!! ;) ;) yea!

chaoz!

L.O.V.E

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

-JAESON MA-

Forever Reign

awesome song by hillsong united!!
Pastor Nicky introduced this song in last sundays service.. fell in love with in first sight.. after all its hillsong.. love at first sight is unavoidable!!!

im running to your arms Jesus!!!
You are hope, You are joy, You are peace, You are life, You are love, Your just everything!!
LOVE YOU!!



im thinkin of singing this in my next worship... hehehehe..
oh yea... come to think of it.. i havent mentioned anything on my first worship lead in Praise Community Church! i'll talk about it in my next post .. for all to kno .. it went awesome!!

Stop This Train

Got this from benson's face book.. awesome song.. decided to post it on my blog.. "stop this train" by john mayer.. the lyrics exactly relates to our lives here in kampar.. m sure all of us feel the same.. myself included.. especially after u onli get few weeks/ few days to spend with your family out of 3 and 1/2 months of crucial studyin.. migraines ..hardwork and sweat.. when every little minute or second is like a big heavy step ur takin each time TIME slips by and as each day passes.. the day to go klsentral.. to catch that big huge gigantic ktm to kampar.. haih.. the rest is explained well in da lyrics.. well.. yea.. i miss my family alot.. i mean alot..!! amma.. accha.. ammama.. granny.. mary.. felicia chechi and grace chechi.. havent seen them ever since 2nd sem started.. i wonder if they feel the same too..


No I'm not color blind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind but...
I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly won't someone stop this train

Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't but honestly won't someone stop this train

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun
Had a talk with my old man
Said help me understand
He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate
Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
Don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

(think I got 'em now)

The Francesc Fabregas Biography

omg!! im soo in love with cesc fabregas!!!! im such a big fan.. not just his looks.. but also his play! i dun even kno when i became a big fan!!! he's onli 23 years old!! i kno.. its all bcoz of world cup finals.. if u had seen the game properly he passed the ball to iniesta to goal!! fabregas.. ur soo talented.. went through his biography and everything.. oh man.. not just bcoz of fabregas.. world cup had me all gaga-fied over football itself!! i find myself thinking what a legendary game football is.. !! and a sudden respect towards the sports and spains team.. the key players.. villa.. fabregas.. puyol.. ramos.. torres.. fuh.. awesome.. fabregas.. ur the man.. ur young and ur talented.. plz dont leave arsenal.. dont go back to barcelona.. it didnt recognise ur talent.. it didnt believe in you..! arsenal is where u belong.... OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCING.. IM AN ARSENAL SUPPORTER.. CESC FABREGAS YOUR THE PLAYER IM LOOKING OUT FOR! U ROCK!

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE ONE WHO TRULY INTRODUCED ME TO HIM.. YOU KNOW WHO U ARE.. =)

FRANCESC FABREGAS BIOGRAPHY <3

Clayton's Story

jesus lover of my soul!

hey you!! yes u! my dear abandoned blog.. covered in ruins and dusts... *rubs off the cogwebbs.. blows the dusts off... (*hachu!*) .. wipes.. cleans..squik squik squik!!* hahaha.. okay! ur are now clean and official refreshed for new postS! i just realise my blog had 12 followers..!! wow.. didnt kno my followers hv increased! i remember i had like 4 of em the last time check.. hehehe. thk u lord!!

im soo full of thanksgiving today.. this morning.. this beautiful morning .. 2minutes more before the clock strikes afternoon.. i come with good news.. im worship leading today in church!! weee!!

im telling it 1st and exclusively to my blog.. tehehhee!! lol.. im exciting!! i nvr worship lead before.. actuly........ i have.. form5 youth service.. major screw up.. tone deaf.. nervous.....didnt wanna sing again.. but still i always had an urge to sing.. i reali wanted to serve God no matter what.. in whatever means.. becoz i love God.. i love Jesus.. He has done great things for me..and how can i not do anything for Him??

God is truly great.. He realy does kno our hearts desires..and i stil remember that when 1st came to kampar.. it was january after new yers.. so when i started attending the campus church here.. my new yers resolution was simple to get closer to God.. and to serve Him.. true enough.. God truly answered my heart desires.. espeacialy here in Kampar.. God has been realy good to me.. though i have not reali been good to Him... always.....haha.. He blessed with a good church.. a great pastor.. great frens.. great people surrounding me..i owe Him.. i owe HIM alot!!! <3

i LoVe You.. i NeeD You..
Though my WOrld may fall..
I'll Nvr let You go..
My saviour..My Closest Fren
I'll will worship You until the Very end...


without You my Lord .. i am nothing.. truly Nothing!
thank You for saving me from the grasp of satan..
and showing me light in this dark world..


Jesus, Lover of my soul,
Jesus, I will never let you go
You’ve taken me from the miry clay
You've set my feet upon the Rock, and now i know

I love you, I need you,
Though my world may fall, I’ll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend,
I will worship you until the very end