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Hmph.. eh... hm... emm... :/ .. haha.. duno what to blog actuly.. just felt writing something.. its almost 4am and i just cant sleep.. its almost as if im in a different part of the world.. and i still havent got use to the sleeping time in my home country.. exam period just does that to you i guess..

reali reali cant sleep.. tried continuing with maths2 .. its on saturday.. feel like im not prepared.. at the same i feel like i am.. fear crippling in.. haih.. but yea.. felt malas wanna continue.. surpricingly felt tired and thought of sleeping.. but i cudnt sleep.. got up again.. it was dark.. looked at my laptop which is on 24/7 and there a gigantic fly battling with my laptop screen.. but when i turned the light on .. it was gone.. but i was able to hear some buzzing sound somewhere.. wonder what was it doin in my room.. initially i thought it was some baby rouch or something.. cause it would have been dead!! XXXX!

tried messaging someone.. dunno.. just missed the person.. but no repli.. i guess there are people who are busy with their studies.. or manybe sleeping.. not like me right.. just being lifeless.. hahahaha!!

thinking of getting up early tomorow.. i always thINk of getting up early but end up gettiing up at 12pm or 1pm.. what do you expect if i sleep at 5am++ .. dunno .. just cant sleep.. ><

Anyways.. watched this movie called Julie and Julia.. had an awesome storyline .. and an outstanding cast.. Meryl Streep and Amy Adams.. Its bout 2 woman of 2 different timeline and how their lives interwined.. the movie came out last year.. but i just bumped into the torrent just recently.. anyways.. heres the synopsis.. =)

In 1949, Julia Child is in Paris, the wife of a diplomat, wondering how to spend her days. She tries hat making, bridge, and then cooking lessons at Cordon Bleu. There she discovers her passion. In 2002, Julie Powell, about to turn 30 and underemployed with an unpublished novel, decides to cook her way through "Mastering the Art of French Cooking" in a year and to blog about it. We go back and forth between these stories of two women learning to cook and finding success. Sympathetic, loving husbands support them both, and friendships..

the movie is simply wonderful to watch.. Julia Child whose character was so similar to Julie Powell.. how they connect.. how both their lives are intwined though they are of diffrent generation of people.. how they are so similar..Both Meryl Streep and Amy Adams realy potrayed their character as Julia and Julie very well.. and their husbands!! Wow.. i would wish for such great and understanding husbands!! the best part ..Julie blogged!! Its ofcourse based on a true story.. her blog soon became a novel.. which is now a MOVIE! great to hear huh.. how i wish my blog would become a novel.. and i'd be a well published writer! sounds good eh? well.. yea.. in my dreams! but.. at the same time.. dreams do come true.. =)

oh well.. sometimes .. writing .. hm.. i dono.. i just enjoy it.. its the same as blogging.. just blog and blog and blog.. a place where all your thoughts.. feelings.. ideas are translated to words.. let people know whats going on in your life.. how "mind blowing" it is.. maybe it is also blunt and plain and normal like how it usually is.. but sometimes something just makes your life feel different compared to others.. You feel different..

Im not really sure what's the motive of me writing now.. at this moment.. i just got up.. saw a fly fighting with my laptop screen.. and i just decided to write.. ha! =)

nights ppl... love you all soo much!
whoever .. where ever you are... i just love you!
muah! =p

ps: Please do watch Julie and Julia ^^

Jesus is soo COOL la!!

Yeap! that' s right! Jesus is soo cool la! Yesterday before sleeping i was throwing tantrums with God.. heh heh.. i memang tak de kerja lain.. like to pick a fight with God.. =_='

Anyways.. today morning i got up and mandi.. then read the bible book of Matthews.. the part where Jesus went into the wilderness and He fasted for 40days and 40 nights and then He was also tempted by the devil!! I dont know why but today morning as i was reading it.. i just felt Jesus was soo coool!!

Matthew 4

¹Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. ²After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. ³The tempter came to him and said, "If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread."

⁴Jesus answered, "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.'^{a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]}"

⁵Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. ⁶"If you are the Son of God," he said, "throw yourself down. For it is written:
" 'He will command his angels concerning you,
and they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.'^{b]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[b]}"

⁷Jesus answered him, "It is also written: 'Do not put the Lord your God to the test.'^{c]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[c]}"

⁸Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. ⁹"All this I will give you," he said, "if you will bow down and worship me."

¹⁰Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: 'Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.'^{d]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[d]}"

¹¹Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.

Walao eh... check out the replies Jesus tembak back at satan.. haha.. just thought it was sooo cool! but we can't underestimate the devil.. even he knows the word of God.. i think what we learn from this scripture is.. God's word is our weapon.. we need to know God's words in and and out.. it is our shield, guider and protector.. it is our sword against the devil.. and it also reminds us not to be easily tempted by the pleasures of the world.. Just like Jesus we must learn to use God's word as our weapon in these times of temptations.

and yes.. Dont expect me to be perfect k.. i AM afterall learning.. im a blogger and im just giving my opinion.. but i dont reali think of it as giving an opinion but more as if it is my duty as God's servant here on earth.. to share what i know and what i learn from what i know. And here.. I am reminded of this bible verse.. it applies for me as well..

"we must not only be sayers of His word but also doers of His word"

^^

Have a blessed day!!

Obvious

And i still wonder why people stopped liking boybands..

And it still fascinates me how beautiful some of those songs were..

Westlife Obvious....

My favourite parts of the song.. =)

"We started as friends ..But something happened inside me.. "

"Now I'm reading into everything ..But there's no sign you hear the lightning.."

"You don't ever notice me turning on my charm.. Or wonder why I'm always where you are.. "

"I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong"

"I'm not so good with words.. "

"You are my very first thought in the morning ..And my last at nightfall .."

"You are the love that came without warning .."

"I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see.."

"The way that we belong ..I'll say it in a love song..."

This song is like a person who loves somebody ..but the love is unnoticed.. feel the struggle.. the fight

This powerful feeling or emotion called LoVe...i wish to feel it again..

This song just reminded me of the times when you actualy like someone.. a crush that turns into love..

The pain you feel when you want to tell them how much you love him

but then you just cant..

than.. someone will just come and take them away...

your heart just crushes and breaks into millions of pieces..

then you just struggle to pick up the pieces..

you bring back the shattered pieces back to your room..

Use your tears as glue to stick the pieces all back togather...

then put on a smiling face the next day and face the new day..

even if the heart is glued .. but it still threatens to break.. having to see the person again..

Phew.. the song.. brought back some past emotions..

kinda miss the feeling.. of falling in love..and evrything in it..

ps: If someone sings to me a love song.. i'll come running into his arms..!!!!! ><

Happy Malaysian Day Comedy :D LOL!

This is a Happy Malaysian Day Comedy :D LOL!

Damn funny..

but it means something ..

to all of us..

and made me realise that I shouldnt hate my country..

despite the discrimination and one sidedness

I should love and pray for my nation instead =)

Lots of people fighting these days because we're all different.

So sad.

The beauty of our nation is that we're different.

We are unique like that.

And each have something to learn from the other.

Relak lar bro. ..

We are different but same-same!

Ps: i didnt write the above description ya.. copy and paste it coz it was nice! ;)

Mungkin Nanti?

Heart is not in P-e-a-c-e .. Heart is not is P-i-e-c-e.. feel C-onfused .. feel like C-rying =(

Anyways.. Vanez posted this on her fb wall ..

so thought of sharing it..

awesome song..awesome singer..and definately awesome lyrics!

absolutely loved the 0.57s ..the pause then the chorus..dynamic..!

saatnya ku berkata

mungkin yang terakhir kalinya

sudahlah lepaskan semua

ku yakin inilah waktunya

mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi

mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

dan mungkin bila nanti

kita kan bertemu lagi

satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali

rasa yang ku tinggal mati

seperti hari kemarin

saat semua di sini

dan bila hatimu termenung

menghindari mimpi-mimpimu

membuka hatimu yang dulu

cerita saat masa lalu

tak usah kau tanyakan lagi

cinta untukmu sendiri

semua sesal yang kau cari

semua rasa yang kau beri

i like what Paris Hilton said... =)

Probably the smartest thing she said..?

no offence..

hahahaha..

but i guess, she's a woman just like me..

she understands.. =)

read it!

oh well..

i posted something which didnt turn out to be my recent post..

its at the back

titled

:: tragic monday..miraculous tuesday::

so just read it~~ !