nowadays im doing a lot of things dat i never thought i could see myself doing few years back.. i believe its a good thing..just another side of me which i never knew existed i guess..

i think its just a moment at this ONE time .. where u just feel like letting yourself go and be free and just enjoy the moment of having 'no one can stop me' feeling .. let loose and just enjoy urself..

but.. also i think sometimes.. at some point in your life.. something just happens and you just wanna change. This, i feel is bad.. because it definately can cause you to travel down an unpleasant road.. in which sometimes you will just get lost in forever.. or some at some point you'll realise that.."hey wat the hell am i doin?" and decide to change your life for the better good..

Sometimes i can be such a perasan case.. hoping my life would be as if something that would turn out like in the movies.. apparently.. i think too much.. and 'my life would be as if something that would turn out like in the movies' aint happening.. and i say that with a joking face! =p

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WE are completely different people living different lives.. we think differently and i may understand you but you understanding me is going to be a difficult process.

Hence, being in a relationship is kinda phobic to me for some reason. The fear of never being able to find someone who could comprehend me or willing to put up with me or take care or understand the fragile sensitive person that I am or keep up with the depth of my thoughts and speech.

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JUST TRUST GOD YOU SAY??

=)

who am i?

Who am I? 
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I? 
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours. 

Who am I? 
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I? 
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours. 

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
Cause I am yours..
I am yours..




..::WHO am I? i know now..  =)

why?

why am i NOT those who can just go with the flow... and doesnt bother about what anybody say or do?


the truth is.. 
how much i dont bother..
the more bothered i become... 

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today my life begins^^

I've been working hard so long

Seems like pain has been my only friend

My fragile heart's been done so wrong

I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'

I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone

And I've learnt how to leave it where it is

And I see that I was wrong

For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/today_my_life_begins.html ]

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's too short to have regrets

So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget

Only have one life to live

So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

Today my life begins...

-BRUNO MARS-TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS