Negativity -ve

Well.. been going through some other blogs from my blogger buddies blogs since most of them never seem to be updating their blogs.. no offence but i know most of you'll are busy =) anyhow ..so i came across this post from a dude name seenu.. i found this blog from juan's friends list..the dude has yet to update his blog from 2009.. haha.. and so i found this post bout men and women really really intresting.. plus i've been sensing some negative energy in Kampar..women pay attention! i thought of sharing a link to the post but i couldnt so thought of just sharing it in my blog instead =)


i love the part highlight in bolded in blue


TUESDAY, MAY 12, 2009

She's my Bitch,He's my Punani:: seenu

" Friends are like bras.Close to your heart and there for support.”


These are the peoples you...

-share nasi lemak and teh ais
-watch football matches
-complain that your boyfriend is a total jackass
-circulate porn
-get high with and curse your father for not financing your alcohol expense



The xx chromosomes(females) tend to bond better with their female acquaintance or better know as,Biatches,Babe,SugermuFFin,etc etc.Females tend to love their own species rather then the opposite ones because they can communicate well emotionally.For an example;

Anjalai just got a major shock.She reaches Manjakani via the electronic communicator device a.k.a handphone

Anjalai :BABE!arggggghhhhh! CRISIS !!CRISIS !!
Manjakani cuts in
Manjakani :Hunny !CHILL!CHILL...chiiilllll
Anjalai :*takes a deep breath*phew..
Manjakani :Whats wrong ??
Anjalai :Your never gonna believe what just happen !
Manjakani :What what ??
Anjalai : Ah chai called me for a movie !
Manjakani : Huh ? Ah chai who ?
Anjalai :*takes a deep breath of disbelieve* OMG sayang..Ah chai Ramaraju,the cutest,HAWTEST,most adorable guy in the mamak shop that day !!
Manjakani :Get out !Serious shit ?? OMG!OMG!OMG

*both having moment of leisure by shouting simultaneously*

Manjakani :First things first.What are you wearing women ??
Anjalai :I cant decided ! That's the crisis all about !
Manjakani :I'll be there in 10 minutes.
Anjalai :Awwww...Thanks babe !Love yah !


Where else the xy chromosomes(male) are much sophisticated species where a few words churns out a million meaning.For example;

GeorgePandi's girlfriend cheated him.JerrySamy consoled him.

GeorgePandi : She's a bitch !
JerrySamy : Told you right..
GeorgePandi : Macha,you know how much i love her dei ?
JerrySamy : More than porn ?
GeorgePandi :*tearing* yesss....*SOBBING LOUD*
JerrySamy :It's okay macha.Let's get drunk.

Notice the length of the conversation?Yes.That's it.No matter what our problem is,getting drunk is the ONLY solution.


Friends=Sharing stationery+cheating in exam+mocking on a lecturers+Arguments

Emphasizing on arguments,the two sexes have their standard modus operandi of accomplishing that portion.

The xy species are rare to be found in controversy among each other.But if they are found,the following long list are the cause;

1.Girls
2.Female
3.chick
4.babe
5.perempuan
6.leng lui
7.sareke

We men always fight for noble cause;

1.You talk with my girl,YOU DIE !
2You look at my girl,YOU DIE !
3.You glance at my girl,YOU DIE !

4.You breathe my girls carbon dioxide,YOU DIE ! (seenu likes this)

But the xx species are much advanced because their approach in revenge are more tech savvy whereby internet applications such as facebook shout out,blogger are utilized.Their targets would be;

-sluts who steal their best friends boyfriends
-who steals their own boyfriend
-bitches who spread rumor about them

An argument is said to be cement between bricks.It strengthens the bond.But it should be in a healthy way where both individual tolerate each others ego and give in for the better.Learn the word sorry and imply it whenever you need to.Trust me,your social life will be a colorful one.

There is 2 things in life that are hard to find.A tasty Milo ice and A true friend.The second one inspires us.Shows us the path that should be taken.Encourages us during the darkest of time.A person who leads us to a better life unconsciously with expecting a single gratitude in return.

If you have one,appreciate them while your still breathing.Don't shed any croc tear when they aren't breathing.

Sembahyanglah sebelum anda disembahyangkan.
Nandri,vanakam.

Here In my life

Didnt spend much time with God.. was feeling one kind bout it... then was hearing hillsong.. the song HERE IN MY LIFE felt like such a situation song... so decided to post it up.. ^^

I have never walked on water 

felt the waves beneath my feet but 

at Your word Lord, I'll receive Your 

faith to walk on oceans deep 

and I remember how You found me 

in the very same place 

all my failings surely would have drowned me 

still You made a way 

You are my freedom 

Jesus, You're the reason 

I'm kneeling again at Your throne 

where would I be without 

You here in my life 

here in my life 

You have said that all the heavens 

sing for joy at one who finds the 

way to freedom, truth of Jesus 

bought from death into His life 

and I remember how You saw me 

through the eyes of Your grace 

and though the cost was Your beloved for me 

still You made a way

;) =) =p

hm.. as usual im totally out of track of my sleeping time.. =/ its 7 am now.. hahahaha!! 2 more days.. 1 more paper to go.. feeling very very VERY much relax.. not that the paper is tough.. but its supose to be.. but becoz of that "sumthing extra" the lecturer gave.. im very relaxed.. hahahahahahahaha!!!

hearing hillsong again.. just makes me feel soo close to God.. had 2 crazy but awesome nites with the gang.. yesterday.. sunday morning was the best ever!  i, vani, ganz, mahes, prakash and kalai randomly stayed awake  the whole day the previos nite! went to cc to play cs with the guys then mamak at mm1 till 4am... went over to the guys place.. then me and vani decided to hv some heart to heart girl talk outside the house as the guys proceeded to play Soldier Of Fortune with their laptops.. gonna miss vani!! and the rest of the biomed and biotech peeps!! they are all going for industrial training !! =( sad.. sigh... next sem is gonna abit lonesome without them.. but nvrtheless.. all is gewwwd!! hehehe!

oh well.. yes.. coming back to sunday morning was best ever! =p well it was great. coz v stayed awake the whole day.. then it was 6.45am when i and vani went in da hse only to find the guys fast asleep!! hahaha!! and they had futsal at 7.30am! the best part is actuly waking the guys up! should hv seen their irritated faces!
before heading to futsal.. went back to my room 1st.. washed up and headed to futsal with sasi and vani to be cheerleaders for the guys and was up for some tengga paal appom for breakfast after dat at premas!! weehee!!

oh boy.. seriusly its been ages since i had a proper breakfast.. judging from my sleeping time and the time i actuly wake uP! it was just great.. to just have a normal breakfast.. drinking hot milo.. it makes it even better when ur having it with the people that you love soo much in the world... your frens....... =)

anyways.. nyts at 7.21am!

Your Name High

Just simply thought of dropping by to say hi.. hello there... how are u doin?? hm.... ignore me.. guess im just talking to myy imaginary friend.. whoever U are.. out there.. haha.. i think i've delusional from all the studyin la.. sudah chee sing lo.. walalalalaalala!! okay enough!! ahem! hem! hem!

okay.. tomoro im sitting for my weakest subject this semester data communication and networking.. as complicating as the subject sounds.. it is that complicating.. im just not good in abtract kinda things.. haih.. anyways.. just worked my hardest!  its open book .. but its hard!! gosh.. god bless me tomoro.. not giving up..no.. (with a worried expression).. nevertheless.. hearing to youtubes hillsong playlist while studyin kinda calms me downs.. but yea... nerves.. dey'll just hide for awhile before resurfacing again.. sighs..

anyways.. wanna try out this new editor thing on blogger.. and while hearing hillsong ..just thought of posting this song.. "Your Name High" by Hillsongs Joel Houston! =)  a song that makes me wanna jump and dance because WE ARE FREEEE!!! haha! 

enjoy..!

Your innocence forsaken

Upon that cross

You gave Yourself for us

Carried into Your freedom

Our broken past replaced in

A second chance

The chains have come undone

Death defied in the Father’s love

We are,

Living to make Your Name high Jesus

Living to make Your Name high Jesus You,

Gave what the world couldnt offer us

Say what they want, Say what they want

We are free

The atmosphere is changing,

Oh can You hear

The people rising up

In the hope of Your freedom

Our former ways are breaking

We seek Your face,

God let Your kingdom come

In our praises be lifted up

With eyes on high we praise You

And with one voice we come together

Our one desire to praise You

And lift You up in our surrender

With eyes on high we praise You

And with one voice we come together

Our one desire to praise You

And lift You up cause we are

Got this from juan la k which she got it from tumblr.. i get alot of things from her..hehehehe.. got to check out this tumblr thing..

11 painful things:

1. -Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget..
2. -Reminiscing the good times..
3. -Trying to hide what you really feel..
4. -Loving someone who loves another..
5. -Having a commitment with someone whom you know it wouldn't last..
6. -Shielding your heart to love somebody..
7. -Loving someone too much..
8. -Right love at the wrong time..
9. -Taking risk to fall in love again..
10. -Accepting that it was never meant to be..
11. -"What ifs" ..

i got2 say.. i do agree with it all.. sometimes i find it very hard to explain.. i guess.. LOVE is COMPLiCATED.. sighs..

Suddenly.. all of the above just reminded me of the one again.. yes i do keep reminiscing the good time.. yes i do sOMEtimes bring back the feeling that i learned to forget... its hurtful.. and cheerful at the same time all over again.. i just never get the way i feel sometimes.. how is it that its soo hard to forget the one u use to like? its not like im not over him.. i am... i hv come to accept things the way they are.. WE as friends.. so whats the problem?

haha.. the fact is nothing.. its funny how the face of the one u like keep showing up each time u c a couple walking across the street holding hands how u wish u were that person.. sometimes when u watch titanic.. how u wish u were kate winslet and HE is leornardo de caprio.. sometimes.. its valentines day. and u see alot of couple doing things for each other.. and how u wish u were one of those who are doing the same thing.. or maybe ur own special thing..!! when u sleep.. when u dream.. God.. why?! why?! why?!

It is frustrating.. its like as if its never ending.. unless u have found another..but is that really the solution?? at the same time..AM I "Accepting that it was never meant to be" ..? AM I "Shielding my heart to love somebody"..? or AM I 'Trying to hide what I really feel"..? sometimes i dunno what the heaven im sayin.. but it always made sense to me or to u~ somewhere or another.. do u'll get me? its just funny.. when u think back.. bout the times.. somehow u just feel dat ur still part of that world that u think u have left behind.. like HE is still yours.. HE belongs to u.. HE and YOU are gonna be just find.. its as if you've created this mental image.. a film in your mind.. but then.. reality hits u real hard.. then u are like "wat the h*** is wrong with me??!!" im sure he has alridi moved on and probably eye-ing on another girl alridi.. and... and.. i wonder i how would it actualy make me feel...... hm gosh..!!! its just imagination k.. like an aftermath .. nothing serius..nothing serius.. but sERIUSly is this normal??? feels weird.. i reali wish to know.. so that atleast i know im not alone in this.. =S

im in da middle of my finals.. i dunnno y.. its always been around these times where i actuly get the mood to blog.. 4am-5am.. haha.. feel tired.. sleepy.. cant wait for friday to be over.. then finally i can really rest..

morning everyone!

i just havent met YOU yet! ^^

he holds me when i start to cry.

makes me smile with just his eyes.

shares my hopes, dreams, and fears.

wipes away all my tears.

loves me without regret.

i just haven't found him yet ^^

tehehehe.. found this from christina's fb wall..

loved it!

thought it was really sweet. =)

ENEMIES OF THE NIGHT!

"That was quite a show..very entertaining.. but its over now.. Go on and take a bow" (sorri juan.. i curi-skejap)

INDEED IT WAS QUITE A SHOW BY AN EFF-IN COCKROACH!! but IT IS OVER NOW!! DIE U! DIE U!!! DIE U!!! U STINKING DISCUSTING LOOKING NIGHT CRAWLER!!! GRRGR!! WHY DO u EVEN EXIST TO CREATE SUCH A MISERY IN MY LIFE!! and yes im taking A BOW BECAAUSE I KILLED IT!!! THIS STUPID ROACH WHICH CRAWL INTO MY SLEEPING GOWN WHEN I WAS JUST ABOUT TO REST AND GET A LITTLE SLEEP FROM ALL THE STUDYIN!! ITS EF-ING 3.47A.M ..!!! AND MY SLEEP IS DESTROYED BY A STUPID COCKCROACH! i dont even kno why God created such ferotious creatures of the nite wiith antennas and flying abilties to torment those who fear them..

they are 100x smaller than me but me who is 100x BIgGer than them.. im ashamed to say am scared.. but no .. as long for the existence of shieldtox, baygon, name it watever spray.. and thick books .. u roaches dont stand against.. i'll spray u and smash u into millions of pieces!!!!

phew.. i almost cried just now k... i tot my heart was gonna drop out of my chest any moment.. yes ! my phobia is dat bad.. my hands were shaking.. i still feel something is gonna crawl out of somewhere.. God.. it was hUge.. being soo paranoid.. i kept sprayin at it like a wackoOO!! eventually i sprayed too much and inhaled it myself.. was coughing.. feeling better now..while i blog.. while i express my fears.. oh Lord Jesus.. i just pray for a peaceful sleep.. and protection from the "enemies of the night".. cheh wah.. sounds like some horror movie.. heh heh heh.. ive gone crazy... @@

...................zzzzz

I don't want to Go

Again and again.. i taken by surprice of the songs that exist in my music player!! A simply beautiful song with simple beautiful lyrics.. "I don't want to Go" by Avalon.. hear it.. feel it.. feel Him^^

You changed my world

When You came to me

You drove a passion

In my soul down deep

Lord, to follow You in everything

I don't want to go somewhere

If I know that You're not there

'Cause I know that me without You is a lie

And I don't want to walk that road

Be a million miles from home

'Cause my heart needs to be where You are

So I don't want to go

So come whatever

I'll stick with You

I'll walk, You'll lead me

Call me crazy or a fool

For forever I promise you that...

repeat chorus

Without Your touch

Without Your love

Filling me like an ocean

For Your grace is enough

Enough for me

To never want to go somewhere

If I know that You're not there

B.o.B - Airplanes ft. Hayley Williams

YAY!! finaly!! the official music video of Airplanes!!!!

Paramore is my fav rock band and Hayley Williams voice is A-wesome!

anyways.. enjoy it guys!

=?

Hmph.. eh... hm... emm... :/ .. haha.. duno what to blog actuly.. just felt writing something.. its almost 4am and i just cant sleep.. its almost as if im in a different part of the world.. and i still havent got use to the sleeping time in my home country.. exam period just does that to you i guess..

reali reali cant sleep.. tried continuing with maths2 .. its on saturday.. feel like im not prepared.. at the same i feel like i am.. fear crippling in.. haih.. but yea.. felt malas wanna continue.. surpricingly felt tired and thought of sleeping.. but i cudnt sleep.. got up again.. it was dark.. looked at my laptop which is on 24/7 and there a gigantic fly battling with my laptop screen.. but when i turned the light on .. it was gone.. but i was able to hear some buzzing sound somewhere.. wonder what was it doin in my room.. initially i thought it was some baby rouch or something.. cause it would have been dead!! XXXX!

tried messaging someone.. dunno.. just missed the person.. but no repli.. i guess there are people who are busy with their studies.. or manybe sleeping.. not like me right.. just being lifeless.. hahahaha!!

thinking of getting up early tomorow.. i always thINk of getting up early but end up gettiing up at 12pm or 1pm.. what do you expect if i sleep at 5am++ .. dunno .. just cant sleep.. ><

Anyways.. watched this movie called Julie and Julia.. had an awesome storyline .. and an outstanding cast.. Meryl Streep and Amy Adams.. Its bout 2 woman of 2 different timeline and how their lives interwined.. the movie came out last year.. but i just bumped into the torrent just recently.. anyways.. heres the synopsis.. =)

In 1949, Julia Child is in Paris, the wife of a diplomat, wondering how to spend her days. She tries hat making, bridge, and then cooking lessons at Cordon Bleu. There she discovers her passion. In 2002, Julie Powell, about to turn 30 and underemployed with an unpublished novel, decides to cook her way through "Mastering the Art of French Cooking" in a year and to blog about it. We go back and forth between these stories of two women learning to cook and finding success. Sympathetic, loving husbands support them both, and friendships..

the movie is simply wonderful to watch.. Julia Child whose character was so similar to Julie Powell.. how they connect.. how both their lives are intwined though they are of diffrent generation of people.. how they are so similar..Both Meryl Streep and Amy Adams realy potrayed their character as Julia and Julie very well.. and their husbands!! Wow.. i would wish for such great and understanding husbands!! the best part ..Julie blogged!! Its ofcourse based on a true story.. her blog soon became a novel.. which is now a MOVIE! great to hear huh.. how i wish my blog would become a novel.. and i'd be a well published writer! sounds good eh? well.. yea.. in my dreams! but.. at the same time.. dreams do come true.. =)

oh well.. sometimes .. writing .. hm.. i dono.. i just enjoy it.. its the same as blogging.. just blog and blog and blog.. a place where all your thoughts.. feelings.. ideas are translated to words.. let people know whats going on in your life.. how "mind blowing" it is.. maybe it is also blunt and plain and normal like how it usually is.. but sometimes something just makes your life feel different compared to others.. You feel different..

Im not really sure what's the motive of me writing now.. at this moment.. i just got up.. saw a fly fighting with my laptop screen.. and i just decided to write.. ha! =)

nights ppl... love you all soo much!
whoever .. where ever you are... i just love you!
muah! =p

ps: Please do watch Julie and Julia ^^

Jesus is soo COOL la!!

Yeap! that' s right! Jesus is soo cool la! Yesterday before sleeping i was throwing tantrums with God.. heh heh.. i memang tak de kerja lain.. like to pick a fight with God.. =_='

Anyways.. today morning i got up and mandi.. then read the bible book of Matthews.. the part where Jesus went into the wilderness and He fasted for 40days and 40 nights and then He was also tempted by the devil!! I dont know why but today morning as i was reading it.. i just felt Jesus was soo coool!!

Matthew 4

¹Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. ²After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. ³The tempter came to him and said, "If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread."

⁴Jesus answered, "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.'^{a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]}"

⁵Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. ⁶"If you are the Son of God," he said, "throw yourself down. For it is written:
" 'He will command his angels concerning you,
and they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.'^{b]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[b]}"

⁷Jesus answered him, "It is also written: 'Do not put the Lord your God to the test.'^{c]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[c]}"

⁸Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. ⁹"All this I will give you," he said, "if you will bow down and worship me."

¹⁰Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: 'Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.'^{d]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[d]}"

¹¹Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.

Walao eh... check out the replies Jesus tembak back at satan.. haha.. just thought it was sooo cool! but we can't underestimate the devil.. even he knows the word of God.. i think what we learn from this scripture is.. God's word is our weapon.. we need to know God's words in and and out.. it is our shield, guider and protector.. it is our sword against the devil.. and it also reminds us not to be easily tempted by the pleasures of the world.. Just like Jesus we must learn to use God's word as our weapon in these times of temptations.

and yes.. Dont expect me to be perfect k.. i AM afterall learning.. im a blogger and im just giving my opinion.. but i dont reali think of it as giving an opinion but more as if it is my duty as God's servant here on earth.. to share what i know and what i learn from what i know. And here.. I am reminded of this bible verse.. it applies for me as well..

"we must not only be sayers of His word but also doers of His word"

^^

Have a blessed day!!

Obvious

And i still wonder why people stopped liking boybands..

And it still fascinates me how beautiful some of those songs were..

Westlife Obvious....

My favourite parts of the song.. =)

"We started as friends ..But something happened inside me.. "

"Now I'm reading into everything ..But there's no sign you hear the lightning.."

"You don't ever notice me turning on my charm.. Or wonder why I'm always where you are.. "

"I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong"

"I'm not so good with words.. "

"You are my very first thought in the morning ..And my last at nightfall .."

"You are the love that came without warning .."

"I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see.."

"The way that we belong ..I'll say it in a love song..."

This song is like a person who loves somebody ..but the love is unnoticed.. feel the struggle.. the fight

This powerful feeling or emotion called LoVe...i wish to feel it again..

This song just reminded me of the times when you actualy like someone.. a crush that turns into love..

The pain you feel when you want to tell them how much you love him

but then you just cant..

than.. someone will just come and take them away...

your heart just crushes and breaks into millions of pieces..

then you just struggle to pick up the pieces..

you bring back the shattered pieces back to your room..

Use your tears as glue to stick the pieces all back togather...

then put on a smiling face the next day and face the new day..

even if the heart is glued .. but it still threatens to break.. having to see the person again..

Phew.. the song.. brought back some past emotions..

kinda miss the feeling.. of falling in love..and evrything in it..

ps: If someone sings to me a love song.. i'll come running into his arms..!!!!! ><

Happy Malaysian Day Comedy :D LOL!

This is a Happy Malaysian Day Comedy :D LOL!

Damn funny..

but it means something ..

to all of us..

and made me realise that I shouldnt hate my country..

despite the discrimination and one sidedness

I should love and pray for my nation instead =)

Lots of people fighting these days because we're all different.

So sad.

The beauty of our nation is that we're different.

We are unique like that.

And each have something to learn from the other.

Relak lar bro. ..

We are different but same-same!

Ps: i didnt write the above description ya.. copy and paste it coz it was nice! ;)

Mungkin Nanti?

Heart is not in P-e-a-c-e .. Heart is not is P-i-e-c-e.. feel C-onfused .. feel like C-rying =(

Anyways.. Vanez posted this on her fb wall ..

so thought of sharing it..

awesome song..awesome singer..and definately awesome lyrics!

absolutely loved the 0.57s ..the pause then the chorus..dynamic..!

saatnya ku berkata

mungkin yang terakhir kalinya

sudahlah lepaskan semua

ku yakin inilah waktunya

mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi

mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

dan mungkin bila nanti

kita kan bertemu lagi

satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali

rasa yang ku tinggal mati

seperti hari kemarin

saat semua di sini

dan bila hatimu termenung

menghindari mimpi-mimpimu

membuka hatimu yang dulu

cerita saat masa lalu

tak usah kau tanyakan lagi

cinta untukmu sendiri

semua sesal yang kau cari

semua rasa yang kau beri

i like what Paris Hilton said... =)

Probably the smartest thing she said..?

no offence..

hahahaha..

but i guess, she's a woman just like me..

she understands.. =)

read it!

oh well..

i posted something which didnt turn out to be my recent post..

its at the back

titled

:: tragic monday..miraculous tuesday::

so just read it~~ !

You stand Alone

>---------<3----------->

I will lay me down
At Your feet in worship
And listen to the sweetest sound of all

Oh God You are my God
How my heart it longs for You
I'm thirsty for Your presence in my world
I cry out night and day for more
To hold the majesty of You

My God You stand alone
And I worship at Your throne
I will look to see Your power and glory
Jesus Lord of all

>------------------------<3----------------------->

Stumbled upon this song on my playlist.. stumbling on many beautiful christian songs on my playlist..

i realised there are some songs which i dont fully hear to..

and when i do.. its as if God is trying to tell me something. This song touched my heart

especially the highlighted part.

I mean i AM touched by many christian songs but

this song made me feel so sensitive to God.

Oh Lord.. You just never cease to amaze me ..

Your love endures forever

always... I LOVE YOU..