she looked into the mirror..

she looked into the mirror

she saw a girl with a big forhead

she looked into the mirror..
she saw a girl with glasses hiding the dark circles under her eyes
she looked into the mirror..
she saw a girl whose trying to hide the pimple of her face.
she looked into the mirror..
she saw a whose eyes filled with loneliness..
she looked into the mirror..
she saw a girl who dare to dream big dream but unable to achieve them
she looked into the mirror
she saw a girl who is fearful of what is ahead of her
she looked into the mirror
she saw a girl's hands with gaps in between, wondering who will fill in those gaps
she looked into the mirror
she saw a girl with the most imperfect body with a little muffin top
she looked into the mirror
she saw a short girl who is so insecure with herself
she looked into the mirror
she saw a girl who wonders where her future may be..
she looked into the mirror
she saw a girl who still believes there is hope when she believes in the true living God. =)

-NiMrodKor3n-



ps: wrote this when i was pretty down with myself.. but with dat little faith.. it relieved me from my all my pain^^

You're all i want ..all i need.. You're everything..

Find me here.. speak to me..

I want to feel you, I need to hear you

You are the light that's leading me to the place

Where I find peace again

You are the strength that keeps me walking

You are the hope that keeps me trusting

You are the light to my soul

You are my purpose

You're everything 

And how can I stand here with you

And not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than

this

You calm the storms and you give me rest

You hold me in your hands

You won't let me fall

You still my heart, and you take my breath away

Would you take me in take me deeper now

And how can I stand here with you 

And not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than

this

And how can I stand here with you 

And not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than

this

Cause you're all I want, 

You're all I need

You're everything... everything

You're all I want

You're all I need

You're everything... everything

You're all I want

You're all I need

You're everything... everything

You're all I want

You're all I need

Everything... everything

And how can I stand here with you 

And not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than

this

And how can I stand here with you 

And not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better any

better than this

And how can I stand here with you 

And not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than

this

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

My chains are gone

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

My chains are gone

I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood His mercy rains

Unending love,

Amazing grace

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

sometimes i wonder why am i not like those girls who are just born beautiful...

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Vanezsha Voodoo asked: Shawty! Did someone jab you with this??? Hahaha! XD

yes people.. finally i have tumblr.. just thought today was a good day to sign up for tumblr. haha! i g2 say.. i was so LOST! dont know what and where is what. phew.. but yea.. got the hang of it eventually ;) .  for anyone who has tumblr add me up ya -->mytumblr

aku emo!! =p

lol..  i've been emoing the pass few days.. i kinda find myself not being able to write anything inspiring or worth reading.. and talk about a awefully.. lonely CNY..=(


1st. i did nothing!
2nd. didnt plan anything because i didnt think i had to.
3rd. had that one good thursday which i wished it was everyday
4th. didnt get to see my parents at all this one week! not once! =(
5th. bro in law got sick.. cudnt go out much =/
6th. my this sem's timetable is kinda screwed up
7th. the fact that im doing nothing is making me feel useless!
8th. lazyness strikes
9th  i killed a roach in my sleep (this is something.. =p)
10th my lonely departure at klsentral.. =_(


thus .. the cause to all my emo-ness.. and im being very very sensitive.. every little thing seem be a tear jerker to me.. i find myself telling my sad, lonely CNY stories to total strangers.. =/ its a little funny when i think about it.. hehe.. anyways.. will be leaving to kampar today.. with a heavy heart as usual.. even heavier this time since its didnt feel like a totally worthy holiday..not sure why.. but it seems kampar is no longer a place i look forward to going back to ..em.. 

Plain Jane

Probably one of the worst CNY hols.. bcause all i did was being at my sister's place and doing nothing.. =.= .. apart from going to midvalley and meeting up gaya, vani, and g and watching GreenHornet!!! it was  that one day which i wish was everyday.. haha.. shopped for a pencilbox at tropica life..^^ hehe.. and  speaking of GreenHornet.. it was freakin hilarious!!!!  i couldnt stop laughing the whole time..!! and for the 1st time i actually thought seth rogen looked hansome..=D

oh yes.. thy might be wondering why the "Plain Jane" title..? it was a reality show on MTV.. honestly i thought it was a very good show.. the show is about a plain jane joining the show because she wants to do thing that she nvr had a courage or confidence to do because she is a plain jane. Well.. it was the 1st time im watching it.. the episode i watched was about a plain jane going on a date with her best friend whom she had a crush on for 6 years since college..he was a hansome, charming, smart lad.. =)  i dont know why..but  i was really feeling this girl..

moving on.. i thought the show really showed a good way to build up the girl's confidence.. 1st-overcoming her fears in her case was snail.. showing her that is she can overcome her worst fears then asking her guy out on a date wouldnt be a big deal. =) , 2nd- how to get a guy's number while walking your dog , 3rd- burlesque! and 4th- a make over!!

the whole thing was soo sweet.. the guy was called to go on a blind date not knowing that it was his best friend he's going to meet.. and then she comes..  ;)  shocking.. but they move on with the date.. then the girl tells her feelings to her best friend of 6 years.. and turns out.. the guy had a crush on her too during college and still does but they just nvr told each other! haha!  wow..  i just felt the whole thing was so genuine.. sweet..a fairytale..

Well... the fact dat i was really feeling this girl was because.. partly i felt like i was a plain jane myself.. lack of confidence..terrified of being in a relationship.. and even if i did have a crush on someone..ut is not the right one.. plus i'd rather keep it to myself then drawing any attention to myself.. i may not look like it.. but i probably am a certified plain jane.. =p