Though now I’m hungover..
I’ll love you forever ..
Though that Forever is over..
So don’t catch me crying ..
When u Said hello to goodbye..
So dont put me to test..
Coz i still think ur the best..
You have entered my mind..
and now ur stuck there forever..
But can there be another..
That can replace the other.. ??
its christmas and these are the words that came rushing in my mind.. haha.. just thought of writing it before i loose the words.. :D
Friday, December 25, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Wish You a Merry Christmas!!
We Wish You a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin
Good tidings for Christmas and a Happy New Year. ")
im realy am very excited! i sincerely wish all of u friends out there a very blessed CHRISTMAS!
lot of love from:
lydia :)
Joy
Okay.. i was pretty upset in my previous blog.. now im jOYFULL again!!! haha.. i dono y.. sumtimes u just realise.. every cloud has a silver lining.. or perhaps the grass is just greener the other side and yea.. commit evrything in God's hands and everything will be alright! *smile on my face* :D
having a pretty heavy headache actuly ..but i dun care coz im so into the CHRISTMAS FEveR!! wuhuuhhoo!! haha.. im crazy.. house decorations are goin great.. got the garlands.. ornaments ..evrything i wanted for the house for this christmas!! :) :) :) so equals to a very happy lydia!!
i seriusly hope christmas will b goin smoothly.. glad dat mum is finaly in da mood for christmas.. today to help her with 3 cookies!! i cnt imagine hw in da world we're gona pull it off.. hvinng dat christmas is just 2 days away.. but i guess v cnt help.. sis is gettin marrried in 2 weeks time..!!
also glad dat sis is back..now ders soo much help n da house.. and evrything is under control..so much excitement in so little time! hahaha! got to go wrap presents!! chawz!
HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVRYBODY!!! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Monday, December 21, 2009
upset
Feeling so upset.. i dun even kno wat to do ..or wat to do or wat to say.. i guess God foreseen it comin.. He knew i was goin to be this vulnerable..this upset.. this hurt..
initially i was excited to go Kampar.. i tot i'd nvr hv a problem goin der.. and i didnt kno why the pastor's wife wud say "ur bein vulnerable about the place ur goin" when she prayed for me.. i didnt feel as vulnerable as i am now.. u ask me why?? tell me.. how many of my frens are goin to Kampar.. ?? thinkin dat with these bunch of frens around i'll b okay.. 1st chris .. now vetha... and i realise onli 2 of those who repeated with me are actuly goin Kampar.. one sasi den the other is me..
its not lyk i don hv any fren bak der.. but it hard to get sumone who actuly is close to u.. im pretty complicated.. how many can actuly put up with it ah??? im sure most wud just think im weird.. i sstarting to feel ppl whom i considerd my close frens are bunch of cowards( no offence to any of u who actuly follow my blog) .. who who...who just didnt care bout me.. ukay... im bein selfish here.. i kno..
gosh.. its soo much harder den i thought.. i hv tears in my eyes.. i dono y in da world am i bein soo sensitive.. feel soo hurt.. feel lyk all they ever cared about having in lyf is fun.. is it dat hard to leave a place lyk kl and settle down in a place lyk Kampar??? wat happen to widening ur horizons?? wat happen to priorities in studies?? wat happen to living independently?? wat happen to standing on ur own feet?? wat happen to having a little faith in urself and work hard??? stop giving excuses dat studyin in utar is too hard jut becoz u cnt afford to work ur fuckin ass off!!
wherever u go.. do u think its gonna b easy?? everywhere u go.. wherever u study.. u still hv to work hard to get the good grades!! nothing comes easy.. y cnt ppl understand this simple fact and stop finding an easy way out to reach to the top.. y is it soo hard for ppl to aim high.. reach up as far as u can as ur limit is only the sky.. ?? come on la.. excuses dat u guys gif is too weak for me to accept.. u guys are weak....
remember.. taking the easy way out is never the solution.. ppl cn hv many reasons to leave utar... but the reasons y'll gif.. is.. crap.. "dey purposely fail indians la.. dey'll also fail me la.. 300 hundrend student were drop put of utar for not getting past 2.0 for deir courses.. and 200 hundred were indians..." let me tell u.. even in foundation in science.. how many of us indians failed??? all i kno is majority is indians.. honestly.. u cn tell the difrence between whose the hardworking one.. and who r the non hardworking one.. ders no such shit as "purposely failing" a student.. but on high side.. think bout it.. werent der also indians who passed foudation and went off to degree??? why?? simple..becoz.. dey were hardworking.. and some myt hv just gotten lucky.. i don c any of them complaining apart from the systems.. and either den that..i dont c y shud u??
i kno i ws one of the unlucky ones who failed certain subjects.. and.. i was also one of those who wasnt afraid to admit she's a repeat student.. while repeating.. i realise the difrence from the effort i put in before and when i was repeating.. i worked but ass off and for me dats wat matterd most at dat tym.. and the outcome?? i scored great results!! wat do u say bout dat??? my studies are a living prove and a living testimony for all of u out der! so don gif me shit reasons lyk utar is too hard.. or deir bein racist or deir practicing quota system!
i guess wat i say probably wnt matter to anyone.. go ahead.. do watever u want.. but if u don put in effort in watever u do.. ur gonna b left in da same dump u thought u have left no matter where u go.. remember.. ders no shortcuts in life.. its all about hw u deal with the failures and hardship dat'll mek u the person u wanna aaCTUALLy b in life.. as for me.. :
"Work hard and pray.. and let God take care of the rest"
dont b afraid.. but have faith in God.. why be afraid when u hv a great and mighty God at your side..???Dont doubt urself.. because when u doubt urself.. u'll hv doubts in ur prayer.. He will take care of all the obstacles.hurdles..the unfairness of this society.. cheaters..liers.. backstabbers.. hooks and crooks..!! and DONT blame God for ur irresponsibility and selfishness to indulge urself in the temptations of the world even when u kno u hv priorities..!! ~_~
initially i was excited to go Kampar.. i tot i'd nvr hv a problem goin der.. and i didnt kno why the pastor's wife wud say "ur bein vulnerable about the place ur goin" when she prayed for me.. i didnt feel as vulnerable as i am now.. u ask me why?? tell me.. how many of my frens are goin to Kampar.. ?? thinkin dat with these bunch of frens around i'll b okay.. 1st chris .. now vetha... and i realise onli 2 of those who repeated with me are actuly goin Kampar.. one sasi den the other is me..
its not lyk i don hv any fren bak der.. but it hard to get sumone who actuly is close to u.. im pretty complicated.. how many can actuly put up with it ah??? im sure most wud just think im weird.. i sstarting to feel ppl whom i considerd my close frens are bunch of cowards( no offence to any of u who actuly follow my blog) .. who who...who just didnt care bout me.. ukay... im bein selfish here.. i kno..
gosh.. its soo much harder den i thought.. i hv tears in my eyes.. i dono y in da world am i bein soo sensitive.. feel soo hurt.. feel lyk all they ever cared about having in lyf is fun.. is it dat hard to leave a place lyk kl and settle down in a place lyk Kampar??? wat happen to widening ur horizons?? wat happen to priorities in studies?? wat happen to living independently?? wat happen to standing on ur own feet?? wat happen to having a little faith in urself and work hard??? stop giving excuses dat studyin in utar is too hard jut becoz u cnt afford to work ur fuckin ass off!!
wherever u go.. do u think its gonna b easy?? everywhere u go.. wherever u study.. u still hv to work hard to get the good grades!! nothing comes easy.. y cnt ppl understand this simple fact and stop finding an easy way out to reach to the top.. y is it soo hard for ppl to aim high.. reach up as far as u can as ur limit is only the sky.. ?? come on la.. excuses dat u guys gif is too weak for me to accept.. u guys are weak....
remember.. taking the easy way out is never the solution.. ppl cn hv many reasons to leave utar... but the reasons y'll gif.. is.. crap.. "dey purposely fail indians la.. dey'll also fail me la.. 300 hundrend student were drop put of utar for not getting past 2.0 for deir courses.. and 200 hundred were indians..." let me tell u.. even in foundation in science.. how many of us indians failed??? all i kno is majority is indians.. honestly.. u cn tell the difrence between whose the hardworking one.. and who r the non hardworking one.. ders no such shit as "purposely failing" a student.. but on high side.. think bout it.. werent der also indians who passed foudation and went off to degree??? why?? simple..becoz.. dey were hardworking.. and some myt hv just gotten lucky.. i don c any of them complaining apart from the systems.. and either den that..i dont c y shud u??
i kno i ws one of the unlucky ones who failed certain subjects.. and.. i was also one of those who wasnt afraid to admit she's a repeat student.. while repeating.. i realise the difrence from the effort i put in before and when i was repeating.. i worked but ass off and for me dats wat matterd most at dat tym.. and the outcome?? i scored great results!! wat do u say bout dat??? my studies are a living prove and a living testimony for all of u out der! so don gif me shit reasons lyk utar is too hard.. or deir bein racist or deir practicing quota system!
i guess wat i say probably wnt matter to anyone.. go ahead.. do watever u want.. but if u don put in effort in watever u do.. ur gonna b left in da same dump u thought u have left no matter where u go.. remember.. ders no shortcuts in life.. its all about hw u deal with the failures and hardship dat'll mek u the person u wanna aaCTUALLy b in life.. as for me.. :
"Work hard and pray.. and let God take care of the rest"
dont b afraid.. but have faith in God.. why be afraid when u hv a great and mighty God at your side..???Dont doubt urself.. because when u doubt urself.. u'll hv doubts in ur prayer.. He will take care of all the obstacles.hurdles..the unfairness of this society.. cheaters..liers.. backstabbers.. hooks and crooks..!! and DONT blame God for ur irresponsibility and selfishness to indulge urself in the temptations of the world even when u kno u hv priorities..!! ~_~
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Christmas is All Around - II
Christmas is All Around Lyrics: "
I feel it in my fingers,
I feel it in my toes,
Christmas is all around me,
and so the feeling grows
It's written in the wind,
It's everywhere I go,
So if you really love Christmas,
C'mon and let it snow?
You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend
You gave your presents to me
And I gave mine to you
I need Santa beside me
In everything I do
You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend
It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go
So if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow?
C'mon and let it snow?
So if you really love
C'mon and let it
If you really love me
C'mon and let it
Now if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow?"
I feel it in my fingers,
I feel it in my toes,
Christmas is all around me,
and so the feeling grows
It's written in the wind,
It's everywhere I go,
So if you really love Christmas,
C'mon and let it snow?
You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend
You gave your presents to me
And I gave mine to you
I need Santa beside me
In everything I do
You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend
It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go
So if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow?
C'mon and let it snow?
So if you really love
C'mon and let it
If you really love me
C'mon and let it
Now if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow?"
christmas is all around..
lovin my blog's song ryt now.. since xmas is around the corner.. oh no.. its dis coming fridAYY!!!! anyways.. "christmas s all around" is d current song playing on my blog.. i gt it from the movie "love actuly" . the song is actuly an altered version of ''love is all around" ..hehe... the song is funy anyways.. hear it and enjoy it!!
anyways.. christmas will kinda b simple dis yer..lyk i said in my previous blogs.. the wedding fever is soo much greater den christmas fever.. eventho v wanted christmas to b simple.. v actuly did quite alot changes in our house... v repainted the front porch.. the back.. den bought new ornaments for the christmas tree.. bought a garland for the porch and lights.. (actuly nt enuf.. tryin o persuade my currently paranoid mom.. its gonna b tough without a fyt.. lol..) ..haih.. i cnt blame her actuly.. bcoz my parents hv spent so much on the wedding itself!! eventho i kno dat.. im still angry... its just not fair.. and i aso dat wat im sayin now is aso not fair.. im angry coz..i'll hv all dis amazing ideas on hw to decorate the house.. but im unable to execute any of it and evem if i cud execute it ..onli half of it is actuly executed... its always either coz of money... or MOM.. sometimes she cn b soo nice.. sometimes she cn b such a pain! gosh.. i kno i sound spoilt.. atleast let me ...in my blog ... heh heh .. hm.. =_=
anyways.. christmas will kinda b simple dis yer..lyk i said in my previous blogs.. the wedding fever is soo much greater den christmas fever.. eventho v wanted christmas to b simple.. v actuly did quite alot changes in our house... v repainted the front porch.. the back.. den bought new ornaments for the christmas tree.. bought a garland for the porch and lights.. (actuly nt enuf.. tryin o persuade my currently paranoid mom.. its gonna b tough without a fyt.. lol..) ..haih.. i cnt blame her actuly.. bcoz my parents hv spent so much on the wedding itself!! eventho i kno dat.. im still angry... its just not fair.. and i aso dat wat im sayin now is aso not fair.. im angry coz..i'll hv all dis amazing ideas on hw to decorate the house.. but im unable to execute any of it and evem if i cud execute it ..onli half of it is actuly executed... its always either coz of money... or MOM.. sometimes she cn b soo nice.. sometimes she cn b such a pain! gosh.. i kno i sound spoilt.. atleast let me ...in my blog ... heh heh .. hm.. =_=
mums...
mothers.. sumtimes dey can b soo ridiculous... dat it pisses me off!!
y dey hv to act lyk dey kno evrything.. ??
nothing is a "yes" and everything is a "no"
hate it the most when sumone treats me lyk a typical teenager..!
damn..
y dey hv to act lyk dey kno evrything.. ??
nothing is a "yes" and everything is a "no"
hate it the most when sumone treats me lyk a typical teenager..!
damn..
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