mums le gardenia`

My mummy dearest is sooooo obsessed with gardening!! i didnt realise until dis morning dat her ugly duckling garden a.k.a jungle(sori ma.. dont mean to insult ur garden ..^^') has turned into its own version of a beautiful swan! i guess her hardwork and with her flipping through all those floral magazines has paid off!! she has gained soo many idea on how to take care of her plants and flowers and to mention how to manage her own garden!! Its reali a breath of fresh air lookin at those beautiful blooming flower :) .. hope u guys get dat breath of fresh air as well ^^!!

i have no idea wat the flowers are named.. oh well.. here dey are...

these look lyk cherry blossom..

these look lyk the cheer leading pom poms

it ends with a 'BANG'!

rums and granmas^^

few months back my aunt julie and her hubby uncle ben came over to visit from England... uncle was soo kind enuf to bring all kinds of whine ranging from white to red, strong to weak and small to big bottles which included a bottle of malibu-RUM.. hehe.. the whine bottle were finished one by one .. unfortunately i wasnt der to b part of it.. haiz..... By the tym i came back home from my studies der was onli the Malibu left.. .. the way to drink Malibu is to mix it with 1:3 ratio of pineapple or orange juice.. (trust me..my 1st experience was when i was 7!! shhh...) so i tuk out the bottle and showed it to my granma(the family's best drinker) and both of us decided to hv a drink tonyt which we actualy did..!! hahaha..!! Granma was watching tamil drama(as usual) and both of us jUSt took one glass each.. and spent dat "quality tym" drinking and talking ..lyk hw the old mens just get togather to drink and play cards and gamble.. or lyk the chinese women who play mahjong.. in our case... v were watching tamil drama.. god...... ukay.. i starting to sound "old" =s ... anyways.. dats basically wat i did today.. it made me pretty hyperactive after the drinking.. it felt goood.. reali goood.. yihihihihihi..but it was harmless.. nothing to worry about..

plannin to have a little bit more befor sleeping.. :p:p:p:p:p

did sum copy paste work.. =S

on a boring day infront of the pc..saw this post on juans blog.. so decided to do it as well..
hope u don mind juaN!!!

Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you had your last hug with the opposite sex?
`always.. all of em' are tall!
Do you like the same person you did a month ago?
`donno.....
Who were you with last night?
`no one special..
Do you ever think about the past?
`all the tym.. and i hate it..
Do you believe ex's can be friends
` not if they cnt c u as a frend.. hello.. awkward!!
Last night you felt?
` felt empty.. lyk every other nyt..
What's your favorite thing to do when you're bored?
`sleep..zzZZZ
Do you think the person you like, likes you back?
`dont kno.. dont care...
Who are the last 5 text messages from in your inbox?
` all fowarded msges from naven!
In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
`honestly.. i wish i had..
Are all of your friends virgins?
`hm.. i think so???? ~~
What're you wearing right now?
`orange stripe shirt with short shorts..
When's the last time you cried?
`i dono.. not the cryin type tho..
Would you rather sing or dance in front of 100,000 people?
`yea.. y not??? it'll b fun!!!!!!( juz hope i wnt fall... =_=)
Would it be more likely of you to fail Science or Math?
`maths.....
Are you a forgiving person?
`yeap ^^
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
` .....................
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?
` sounds cool..
Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
`yea la...
Do you believe your ex cares about you?
` nvr had one so who cares.. =p
Kill the spider or let it out?
`let it go.. it cud b sumones dad/mom/daughter/son..
Are you short?
`ya la!! >:(
Last people you rode in a car with?
`mummy dearest..
Are you thinking about anyone?
`not realy...
Are you cheating on someone right now?
` wish to.. hehehehe..
Do you like fish?
` depends..
Person you have feelings for shows up at your house, you say?
`speechless!! * i'd probably juz drop dead..
Last person you talked on the phone with?
` gaya!!
Do you think you will have the same best friend a year from now?
` hell yea!! been having her for 19 yers den wats another year?!
Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
` yeap.. two of em.. pain in d neck.. kiki..
Will this weekend be a good one?
`hope so..
Will tomorrow be better than today?
`hope so..
What do you currently hear right now?
`tailor swift.. teardrops on my guitar..
What was the last thing to go into your mouth?
` amama's chaya(malayalam tea )
Does anyone hate you?
`hm..dont think so..~~
Relationships or one night stands?
` ryt now.. one night stands sounds good.. jz kidding..
Whats something you want really bad right now?
` wanna chop off sumones head actully...
Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
` shut the f**k up will ya?!
Honestly, how is your heart lately?
`bitter heart.. bitter heart.. its getting a little fragile..
Do you miss anyone?
` not sure to miss or to forget..
What is stressing you out most right now?
` nothing..
Have you ever been called a tease?
`sumtyms! :)
Are you waiting for a phone call?
`nope.. no one to expect..
Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
` yea ..and i'll b throwing up bsyd them.. kiki..
Can you open a beer bottle with a body part other than your hand?
` yea..my mouth..
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
` living room couch..
If an ex said they hated you, you say?
` love me or hate me.. its still an obsession.. :)
Don't those cute little couples just make you sick?
` no .. y wud dey??
Who knows a big secret about you?
` its not too big of a secret...... -_-
You've locked yourself outside and no-one will be home for a few hours, you?
` go crash a best frens home..???
What do you think when someone kisses you on your forehead?
` he/she realy cares.. :)
What do you usually do right when you wake up?
` yawn....
Are you looking forward to anything?
` yeap!! wednesday ..goin sunway lagoon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How late did you stay up last night?
` till 3 am.. watching a movie..
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
` wont kno till it happens..
Do you care if people talk badly about you?
` yea la.. wat did i do to have em talk lyk dat?? lolz!
Do you truly hate anyone?
` no... nvr did..
Would you ever get a tattoo?
` ofcoz! always wanted a cherry blossom on my ankle..
Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than family?
`yea.. a best frend..
Who was the last person you went to the mall with?
` my sister..
Have you kissed someone who smokes weed?'
` wueek! i wanna smoke weed tho... hahahaha!!
In the past 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
` no guy company for the last 120 hours!!

finaly..registerd in drving school..

kawan kawan semua.. i finaly registerd myself in driving.. very excited actualy!!! but..tomoro goin for dat 6hrs khusus thingy.. don feel lyk goin coz it draining my sleep!! i wnt kno anybody.. and is goin to be freakin freakin freakin BORED! luk at me now... its goin to be 2am...and im not asleep.. wat to do.. so dedicated to blogging.. kikiki.. mum juz sneaked out of bed to shout at me... wat else la.. to sleep ofcourse!! haha.. but i nvr listened(hv i ever?? hehe..) but still.. am i not use to the late nyts studyin den getting sleep for a few hours and still get up the nex day to go uni..???(proudest moments actuly..) sap sap sui la.. no worries.. pluz tomoro hv to b ready by 8.30am.. hence lydia parveena koren has to get up at 7am.. by the tym i get ready shud b juz nice.. and for sum weird reasons.. im having goosebumps.. ~_~ k den.. i better get sleeping.. zzzzz

nyts out.. lights out..

hey wait!! today's post's pic was drawn by mua.. hope u lyk my ride... with retarded lukin me in it!! hehehehe...

*better get sum snap shots..( not of my bm plz...but of tomoro event.. :p)

bitter heart + part 2

haha.. i posted dis song yesterday(ryt??) yea yea... i did post it yesterday.. and wat did i write???? *no special reason..juz lyk the song ryt?? but who wud have tought it wud b keeping me company the very nex day(today la..) and fully expressionized in my emotions and feeling.. =_= .. yeap.. bitter heart continues to b bitter.. * bitter heart of mine..mine..mine..(singing....)

bitter heart +

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

by zee avi.. seriusly a sensational singer.. i think her songs are genuine..truthful and comes straight from the heart and mind and hits straight through your soul..

*no special reason ..juz lyk the song..

i wonder whether my blog...

it juz occurd to me..as im sitting down here in front of the pc..wondering does my blog ever effected anyone... wether in a good way.. or a bad way..?? well.. yeas.. i ditch bout ppl.. i show my tantrums.. i pour out my feelings in my blog.. i share lots of stuff which sumtyms i dont share with ppl.. certain things i say i dont mean it.. so.. wat if my blog does effect ppl.. ?? shud i keep it private?? shud i set up passwords ?? shud i take sum security measures??? retinal scanning.. fingerprint recognition.. backsyd scanning(G-force..hehe)( not dat i can do any of the above anyways.. im juz sayin..kekeke..) .. to me... i juz feel dat my blog is sumthing personal.. so when i think bout wat other ppl mite say ..sumtyms i do hesitate when writing bout certain things.. wether is it personally or generally.. but i love blogging.. i love bein able to write watever i want.. i love adding in the pictures for each post.. i love adding videos dat i lyk.. etc.. so yea.. i probably keep doin watever i lyk coz its my blog!! but... im sorry if i ever hurt anyone feelings... coz i do hate d world in a certain way becoz it tends to produce worldly ppl.. dat produces my tantrums coz watever i say or do juz doesnt get to them.. but then i just realise.. u want sumthing to happen.. u juz pray.. i wonder y am i soo thick headed sumtyms?? i pray .. and the answer will b ryt infront of me.. but i'd juz b too wrapped in my own thinkin dat i'd be blinded.. haih.. lydia ..lydia.. when are u gonna learn to get a grip of ur over thinking and over imagination?? i kno .. i kno... i have to trust God.. and let Him take over.. So Lord.. Take CONTROL!!! i love u Lord... >.<

im complicated.. i kno.. thk u God for everyone who accepts my lunacy and still stand by me.. :)