it juz occurd to me..as im sitting down here in front of the pc..wondering does my blog ever effected anyone... wether in a good way.. or a bad way..?? well.. yeas.. i ditch bout ppl.. i show my tantrums.. i pour out my feelings in my blog.. i share lots of stuff which sumtyms i dont share with ppl.. certain things i say i dont mean it.. so.. wat if my blog does effect ppl.. ?? shud i keep it private?? shud i set up passwords ?? shud i take sum security measures??? retinal scanning.. fingerprint recognition.. backsyd scanning(G-force..hehe)( not dat i can do any of the above anyways.. im juz sayin..kekeke..) .. to me... i juz feel dat my blog is sumthing personal.. so when i think bout wat other ppl mite say ..sumtyms i do hesitate when writing bout certain things.. wether is it personally or generally.. but i love blogging.. i love bein able to write watever i want.. i love adding in the pictures for each post.. i love adding videos dat i lyk.. etc.. so yea.. i probably keep doin watever i lyk coz its my blog!! but... im sorry if i ever hurt anyone feelings... coz i do hate d world in a certain way becoz it tends to produce worldly ppl.. dat produces my tantrums coz watever i say or do juz doesnt get to them.. but then i just realise.. u want sumthing to happen.. u juz pray.. i wonder y am i soo thick headed sumtyms?? i pray .. and the answer will b ryt infront of me.. but i'd juz b too wrapped in my own thinkin dat i'd be blinded.. haih.. lydia ..lydia.. when are u gonna learn to get a grip of ur over thinking and over imagination?? i kno .. i kno... i have to trust God.. and let Him take over.. So Lord.. Take CONTROL!!! i love u Lord... >.<
im complicated.. i kno.. thk u God for everyone who accepts my lunacy and still stand by me.. :)
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