true colors ♥

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You with the sad eyes 

don't be discouraged 

oh I realize 

it's hard to take courage 

in a world full of people 

you can lose sight of it all 

and the darkness inside you 

can make you fell so small 

But I see your true colors 

shining through 

I see your true colors 

and that's why I love you 

so don't be afraid to let them show 

your true colors 

true colors are beautiful 

like a rainbow 

Show me a smile then 

don't be unhappy, can't remember 

when I last saw you laughing 

if this world makes you crazy 

and you've taken all you can bear 

you call me up 

because you know I'll be there 

And I'll see your true colors 

shining through 

I see your true colors 

and that's why I love you 

so don't be afraid to let them show 

your true colors 

true colors are beautiful 

like a rainbow 

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Absolutely got nothing to do with my previous.. just heard the song in one of the American Idol auditions. Just simply enjoy a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics.

exploding!

3am now.. just wanted to peek into my blog and write.. ^^...  hehehe..my last post  was pretty depressing.. one ball of emotions just pouring through.. mostly dissapointment, anger, frustration.. couldnt help it.. just had to let it out as i was exploding from the inside.. things which i wanted to say to the people if i had a chance to confront them.. its a rare side of me.. to confront people.. usually i'd brush it off.. but sometimes.. there's a dynamite in me.. u tick it off.. its definately gonna explode..hm.. lets see.. the last time i actually confronted someone.. bad words were flying all over .. haha.. left the person speechless..well.. im not as scary as i sound k.. just sometimes.. kecik kecik chli padi ya..

the thing about me is.. i just hate people who acts like as if you're his/ her best friend. seeks ur advise and then just be stupid not to respect the advise given knowing that the advise is the right thing to do.. 

lately, men.. these are the specimens that irritate me the most.. i had nothing against them until now.. just find men being such hypocrites. They are always confused.. they think they can get any woman they want..they tHink they can do anything they want.. and women will all just fall on their feet and worship them.. they act like your the most important in the world.. just to crush it by the end of the day.. i find them weak.. disrespectful.. cowardy.. dishonest.. stupid in most cases.. and discusting! 

i dont know why.. pardon me for being a sexist here.. because its kinda ironic that lately.. the people who came across as such utter dissapointments were mainly MEN. Are they finally showing us their true colors??

 to be honest im just angry..

 its been awhile..

 just hoping that time will dissolve the anger..

 i just want things to be back to normal.

PS:  feel like im being soo cheesy.. so hate the drama.. its pathetic.. =/

drama?? seriusly,,?? ~~

hullo.. how do u do?? =p LoL!  oh well.. probably the 100th time i bump into my own blog and wondered wether i wanted to write anything or not.. but then today  i guess why not?

alot of things happened lately.. too much drama going on.. everyWHERE!! literally!! thank god for the CNY holidays.. glad to have not to see some faces for a week.. no offence if you are reading my blog when i post this and if u realise that its actuallly you.. yes you.. the one whose eating the chilli and feeling the pedas-ness of it all.. 

1#you

like i mentioned.. DRAMA! never thought i'd ever had to come across the word or rather use in when it came to my totally vain life.. lost of trust and respect .. not sure wether to trust the person again.. you were such a close friend.. but im sad to say.. i've completely lost you.. or perhaps you have lost me.. the lost of trust and respect is so deep.. i tried my best to see a way around it.. but i just cant find myself seeing as you as the person whom i thought i knew.. and i just cant stand your kiss ass-ing either!! 

2# you

well.. there are many more.. right now.. i just wanna focus on whats more important.. i just dont care anymore.. about anything.. whether is it my old flame.. some guy who calls me his close friend eventhough we never met! =/  up till now.. i still question his loyalty to this so called friendship in which he labelled me as his close friend.. ~.~ .. my moto.. never trust a person until u have met them and got to know them in person.. so yea.. simply said.. to you.. i still DONT TRUST YOU!

3#you 

you.. plz dont expect me to miss you all the time and then call you and talk to you.. do u think im dat weak??  the past had always been in the past for me.. unless u think otherwise.. just quit your ego will ya... coz i aint gonna come kissing your ass... if u think i would.. well.. think again..! i have a life too ! i realise wat my focus's are and its no longer you and nvr was and nvr will.. so dont perasan.. and yes you have changed .. ALOT..

you use to be kind and compasionate..now i realise maybe because you had feelings for me so dats why you had to bring out your goody goody side.. sighs.. if u feel any changes in me.. well.. its not me.. its because of you... you can do whatever you want with your life.. 

tip: drink and get wasted.. =.=

4#you

you are too close minded.. cant take it.. sighs.. been nice to you all the time.. thought of you as a sibling.. respected you because you were a simple minded person.. but perhaps too simple minded.. i can only say sorry for something that had been a habit to me but to you as an offence to a certain limit.. when someone say "its all good.. i was just playin with you"  but then giving me the cold shoulder is like "wat the hell??" to me.. well not holding any grudges.. but seriously .. im gonna be just fine.. whatever it maybe.. because i just dont give a damn =)

thats it i guess for all the "you"s ..  haha.. YOU must be wondering.. "who in the world is this girl??"  i know i dont usually talk about anyone.. but honestly.. i dont think anyone cares either.. and i dont care too.. its my blog and i can write watever i want.. if u rasa pedas than its just too bad.. i just had enough of putting a smile on everybody's faces but none to puts one on mine.. ~~

had a great talk with a church friend the other day.. and i realised alot of things.. more of a revelation.. amidst of busy putting smile on total A-holes.. i forgot about my one footstool.. my rock.. my redeemer.. my refuge.. my one best friend who has nvr let me down.. not even once but who has always kept his promise to me .. stayed true.. guided me .. my sweet Jesus.. The world.. it has changed me.. i admit that.. 

im telling you guys right now.. Jesus saves.. He is your one way ticket to heaven and eternal life.. you believe in Him.. you will be strong.. you will be rich.. and no harm will come upon you.. not even the devil can come near you.. infact.. no one can.. 

Right now.. you may be too busy thinking about chanel dresses and louis voutton shoes or how to pick up this girl or how to satisfy this man meat of mine.. its all a waste of time ..   how long does a prayer take?? spend the time doing dat.. you'll  find the peace you desire deep.. way deep in your heart.. which you only realise when you need it when your depressed or watever la.. and thats onli when you think about  God right..  sighs.. pathetic..  like i said.. the world .. it changes you..  but you shouldnt let it.. You must set a firm foundation..

"the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" ..

i read that a couple of days back.. and its still stuck to my head.. and i was reminded of it again on fb on a friend's wall post..

fear the Lord.. 

YOU do not want to learn it the hard way..  

peace out ..<3

WHY I HATE PERIODS! via sasi rekha ravi from tumblr^^

1. You have no idea when it’s gonna fucking strike. You could wake up with the red sea in your panties. Or have a spot going on at school.
2. IT RUINS YOUR PRETTY PANTIES.
3. Pads and tampons aren’t things I really wanna wear.
4. Taking a shit is disgusting.
5. CRAMPS HURT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.
6. I get moody.
7. I hate sneezing on my period.
8. I hate going pee because blood is everywhere.
9. It smells hella gross.
10. It is the longest 7 days of my life.
11. Its when you’re most horny .

haha! my 1st posting of 2011!!!  .. and its about period.. okay.. this wasnt me writing k.. found in in tumblr and before that sasi posted this on fb.. found it pretty damn hilarious.. especially the red ones..  and it is true..well..most of it la.. =p ;)