exploding!

3am now.. just wanted to peek into my blog and write.. ^^...  hehehe..my last post  was pretty depressing.. one ball of emotions just pouring through.. mostly dissapointment, anger, frustration.. couldnt help it.. just had to let it out as i was exploding from the inside.. things which i wanted to say to the people if i had a chance to confront them.. its a rare side of me.. to confront people.. usually i'd brush it off.. but sometimes.. there's a dynamite in me.. u tick it off.. its definately gonna explode..hm.. lets see.. the last time i actually confronted someone.. bad words were flying all over .. haha.. left the person speechless..well.. im not as scary as i sound k.. just sometimes.. kecik kecik chli padi ya..

the thing about me is.. i just hate people who acts like as if you're his/ her best friend. seeks ur advise and then just be stupid not to respect the advise given knowing that the advise is the right thing to do.. 

lately, men.. these are the specimens that irritate me the most.. i had nothing against them until now.. just find men being such hypocrites. They are always confused.. they think they can get any woman they want..they tHink they can do anything they want.. and women will all just fall on their feet and worship them.. they act like your the most important in the world.. just to crush it by the end of the day.. i find them weak.. disrespectful.. cowardy.. dishonest.. stupid in most cases.. and discusting! 

i dont know why.. pardon me for being a sexist here.. because its kinda ironic that lately.. the people who came across as such utter dissapointments were mainly MEN. Are they finally showing us their true colors??

 to be honest im just angry..

 its been awhile..

 just hoping that time will dissolve the anger..

 i just want things to be back to normal.

PS:  feel like im being soo cheesy.. so hate the drama.. its pathetic.. =/