true colors ♥

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You with the sad eyes 

don't be discouraged 

oh I realize 

it's hard to take courage 

in a world full of people 

you can lose sight of it all 

and the darkness inside you 

can make you fell so small 

But I see your true colors 

shining through 

I see your true colors 

and that's why I love you 

so don't be afraid to let them show 

your true colors 

true colors are beautiful 

like a rainbow 

Show me a smile then 

don't be unhappy, can't remember 

when I last saw you laughing 

if this world makes you crazy 

and you've taken all you can bear 

you call me up 

because you know I'll be there 

And I'll see your true colors 

shining through 

I see your true colors 

and that's why I love you 

so don't be afraid to let them show 

your true colors 

true colors are beautiful 

like a rainbow 

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Absolutely got nothing to do with my previous.. just heard the song in one of the American Idol auditions. Just simply enjoy a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics.

exploding!

3am now.. just wanted to peek into my blog and write.. ^^...  hehehe..my last post  was pretty depressing.. one ball of emotions just pouring through.. mostly dissapointment, anger, frustration.. couldnt help it.. just had to let it out as i was exploding from the inside.. things which i wanted to say to the people if i had a chance to confront them.. its a rare side of me.. to confront people.. usually i'd brush it off.. but sometimes.. there's a dynamite in me.. u tick it off.. its definately gonna explode..hm.. lets see.. the last time i actually confronted someone.. bad words were flying all over .. haha.. left the person speechless..well.. im not as scary as i sound k.. just sometimes.. kecik kecik chli padi ya..

the thing about me is.. i just hate people who acts like as if you're his/ her best friend. seeks ur advise and then just be stupid not to respect the advise given knowing that the advise is the right thing to do.. 

lately, men.. these are the specimens that irritate me the most.. i had nothing against them until now.. just find men being such hypocrites. They are always confused.. they think they can get any woman they want..they tHink they can do anything they want.. and women will all just fall on their feet and worship them.. they act like your the most important in the world.. just to crush it by the end of the day.. i find them weak.. disrespectful.. cowardy.. dishonest.. stupid in most cases.. and discusting! 

i dont know why.. pardon me for being a sexist here.. because its kinda ironic that lately.. the people who came across as such utter dissapointments were mainly MEN. Are they finally showing us their true colors??

 to be honest im just angry..

 its been awhile..

 just hoping that time will dissolve the anger..

 i just want things to be back to normal.

PS:  feel like im being soo cheesy.. so hate the drama.. its pathetic.. =/

drama?? seriusly,,?? ~~

hullo.. how do u do?? =p LoL!  oh well.. probably the 100th time i bump into my own blog and wondered wether i wanted to write anything or not.. but then today  i guess why not?

alot of things happened lately.. too much drama going on.. everyWHERE!! literally!! thank god for the CNY holidays.. glad to have not to see some faces for a week.. no offence if you are reading my blog when i post this and if u realise that its actuallly you.. yes you.. the one whose eating the chilli and feeling the pedas-ness of it all.. 

1#you

like i mentioned.. DRAMA! never thought i'd ever had to come across the word or rather use in when it came to my totally vain life.. lost of trust and respect .. not sure wether to trust the person again.. you were such a close friend.. but im sad to say.. i've completely lost you.. or perhaps you have lost me.. the lost of trust and respect is so deep.. i tried my best to see a way around it.. but i just cant find myself seeing as you as the person whom i thought i knew.. and i just cant stand your kiss ass-ing either!! 

2# you

well.. there are many more.. right now.. i just wanna focus on whats more important.. i just dont care anymore.. about anything.. whether is it my old flame.. some guy who calls me his close friend eventhough we never met! =/  up till now.. i still question his loyalty to this so called friendship in which he labelled me as his close friend.. ~.~ .. my moto.. never trust a person until u have met them and got to know them in person.. so yea.. simply said.. to you.. i still DONT TRUST YOU!

3#you 

you.. plz dont expect me to miss you all the time and then call you and talk to you.. do u think im dat weak??  the past had always been in the past for me.. unless u think otherwise.. just quit your ego will ya... coz i aint gonna come kissing your ass... if u think i would.. well.. think again..! i have a life too ! i realise wat my focus's are and its no longer you and nvr was and nvr will.. so dont perasan.. and yes you have changed .. ALOT..

you use to be kind and compasionate..now i realise maybe because you had feelings for me so dats why you had to bring out your goody goody side.. sighs.. if u feel any changes in me.. well.. its not me.. its because of you... you can do whatever you want with your life.. 

tip: drink and get wasted.. =.=

4#you

you are too close minded.. cant take it.. sighs.. been nice to you all the time.. thought of you as a sibling.. respected you because you were a simple minded person.. but perhaps too simple minded.. i can only say sorry for something that had been a habit to me but to you as an offence to a certain limit.. when someone say "its all good.. i was just playin with you"  but then giving me the cold shoulder is like "wat the hell??" to me.. well not holding any grudges.. but seriously .. im gonna be just fine.. whatever it maybe.. because i just dont give a damn =)

thats it i guess for all the "you"s ..  haha.. YOU must be wondering.. "who in the world is this girl??"  i know i dont usually talk about anyone.. but honestly.. i dont think anyone cares either.. and i dont care too.. its my blog and i can write watever i want.. if u rasa pedas than its just too bad.. i just had enough of putting a smile on everybody's faces but none to puts one on mine.. ~~

had a great talk with a church friend the other day.. and i realised alot of things.. more of a revelation.. amidst of busy putting smile on total A-holes.. i forgot about my one footstool.. my rock.. my redeemer.. my refuge.. my one best friend who has nvr let me down.. not even once but who has always kept his promise to me .. stayed true.. guided me .. my sweet Jesus.. The world.. it has changed me.. i admit that.. 

im telling you guys right now.. Jesus saves.. He is your one way ticket to heaven and eternal life.. you believe in Him.. you will be strong.. you will be rich.. and no harm will come upon you.. not even the devil can come near you.. infact.. no one can.. 

Right now.. you may be too busy thinking about chanel dresses and louis voutton shoes or how to pick up this girl or how to satisfy this man meat of mine.. its all a waste of time ..   how long does a prayer take?? spend the time doing dat.. you'll  find the peace you desire deep.. way deep in your heart.. which you only realise when you need it when your depressed or watever la.. and thats onli when you think about  God right..  sighs.. pathetic..  like i said.. the world .. it changes you..  but you shouldnt let it.. You must set a firm foundation..

"the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" ..

i read that a couple of days back.. and its still stuck to my head.. and i was reminded of it again on fb on a friend's wall post..

fear the Lord.. 

YOU do not want to learn it the hard way..  

peace out ..<3

WHY I HATE PERIODS! via sasi rekha ravi from tumblr^^

1. You have no idea when it’s gonna fucking strike. You could wake up with the red sea in your panties. Or have a spot going on at school.
2. IT RUINS YOUR PRETTY PANTIES.
3. Pads and tampons aren’t things I really wanna wear.
4. Taking a shit is disgusting.
5. CRAMPS HURT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.
6. I get moody.
7. I hate sneezing on my period.
8. I hate going pee because blood is everywhere.
9. It smells hella gross.
10. It is the longest 7 days of my life.
11. Its when you’re most horny .

haha! my 1st posting of 2011!!!  .. and its about period.. okay.. this wasnt me writing k.. found in in tumblr and before that sasi posted this on fb.. found it pretty damn hilarious.. especially the red ones..  and it is true..well..most of it la.. =p ;)

Spoilers!!

the so not much awaited spoilers.. dont know why i called it the spoilers .. but im sure some of you'll must hv watched some of the movies.. well.. i think im just gonna talk about some reviews.. im not soo busy anyways and i realise i keep saying that "im not so busy" =p ! well.. its true.. i AM not so busy.. u  must be getting annoyed by now.. hehehehehehe..


oh yes.. lots and lots of movies!!


Rapunzel or Tangled.
okay.. the 1st i watched was Rapunzel..  it was a cam copy which i got from satheesh... it was clear but the voices werent clear.. felt i was cheated.. anyways i told him not to ever download anything which is written "cam" over it! anyways ...the movie.. haaaa.. what can i say.. i am always a softy for fairytails.. it was touching and it made me cry too.. im sure all of us are familiar with the story of rapunzel.. the evil witch who kidnaps the baby princess for her magic hair which has the ability to heal and to keep the evil witch young and nvr grow old. and ofcoz the poor princess was locked away and nvr knew she was a princess until she was rescued by a hansome thief and was shown her the world and the thief falls in love and the truth is revealed.. and evil witch is killed and she is taken back to the king and queen and they all live happily ever after..  well ITS BETTER TO WATCH IT K! so go watch it... the hero lookss soo cute! well.. the part i like about all fairytales are not onli the happily ever after endings.. but the story actually.. about how each fairytale having this hidden meaning to it all.. i read sumwhere.. im guessing it was one of juan's tumblr post about wat each fairytale means..

yeap.. got it from Juan...^^  .......beautiful and sweet isnt it?? 

The Social Network

Moving on.. wow.. i really enjoyed this one.. the story of how facebook came to be.. facebook was a result of a Harvard's computer genius's past time .. like seriusly.. he's a genius! Mark Zuckerberg.. can u imagine? without him there wont be cityville??? i really cant imagine that.. not to mention.. yes! the social networking..its gonna be a social suicide if there's no facebook! whichever moron minister who wishes to ban facebook.. he better watch it..haha! as it is they are banning p2p downloads.. but please.. not facebook..  Well anyways.. back to the story.. Mark Zuckerberg actually had to face law suits for creating Facebook before becoming the yougest billionaire in the world.. amazing guy.. seriusly..

Despicable Me

Then, i watched Despicable Me.. its really a cute animation .. about this mad inventor/ thief who adopts 3 little girls whome will eventually melt his heart and changes his personality.. this was a tear jerker too.. not to mention one of the 3 little ones are sooo freakin adorable!! u'll know who once u watch it.. 

Scott Pilgrim vs The World

This movie was quite a weird.. i honestly didnt understand it at the beginning.. but  slowly got the hang of it.. there was a few eliments that was involved in it.. it was intresting with the videogame/ sitcome -ish genre involved..  it was more of a man fighting for his love but instead of fighting normally he'll be fighting them like how u see in those VS games.. with KOs and stuff.. pretty cool.. ^^

Devil

This m.night shamalan was pretty creeppy.. especially if ur alone.. in ur room.. with the lights off.. and ur watching a horror movie.. creepy..!!  this wasnt really the typical m.night movie..there was the suspense and all.. but it wasnt like the 6th sense..the signs or the village like.. it was different but it was also intresting .. its all about the elevator.. the 5 ppl in it.. in which where the elevator gets stuck for no reason and one by one in the elevator gets killed..! We will know that its the devil's work.. but with a reason.. all of those in the elevator have commiter a crime in which they nvr own up to but eventually only one will survive because he confessed his mistakes.. and the devil will leave him.. wat was interesting bout this movie was.. it tells us that if there is a devil .. there is also a God.. devil takes lives.. but God forgives..  so m.night shamalan.. hats off to u.. =)

Charlie st Cloud

i absolutely adored this movie..it was sad and touching.. but with a happy ending.. Zack Efron stars in it.. and Zack's smile.. his eyes.. especially when he cries.. my goodness.. u will just feel so sorry for him..i would say.. just forget the High School Musical Zack Efron and just focus on him as Charlie st Cloud. Well.. in this movie.. charlie will loose his little brother in a car accident.. and ever since the accident he is able to see ghosts.. and he always sees his little brother's ghost.. and he misses out on everything in his life just to keep the promise he made to his brother before his death... that is until a girl comes into the picture.. but it only gets even more interesting after that.. so yea.. dont wanna give too much spoilers.. haha go watch it.. really a beautiful story..

There was a whole other bunch of movies i've also downloaded and watched like.. Going the Distance which is about having long distance relationship and the commitment one should have.. then The Legend of the Guardians...oo.. i really liked this one.. a must watch too.. somewhat a warrior side to owls.. was really nice .. and then i watched The Diary Of a Whimpy kid .. downloaded Nightmare on Elm Street.. Jonah Hex

.. all yet to watch.. and finally had a rewatch of The Pirates of the Carribean series! Captain Jack Sparrow!!! haha.. cant wait for the 4th installation next year! ;)

so then, that would be all from me today.. astala vista babey!

the epidemic of VAIN-ess.. =)

well.. christmas is near.. i'm sorry to say that i've not been letting myself get busy..there's nothing much anyways.. since there is no open house this year because all of us are going for a family vacation!!! excited to go Bukit Tinggi.. nvr been there in the 1st place.. ask around and people said it had nice scenery and such but not a fun place or watsoever.. so i decided to check it out myself.. how else.. i googled it ! ;)

the place is a beauty.. those french designed buildings and structure .. i honestly thought it was more like kingdom like how u see on tv.. like when horsemen ride into a kingdom.. there are houses and people and then at the far there is the castle.. *imagining this*. well.. it did look like that..hehe ..anyways.. that would be my vacation.. and i pray that it'll be a good one.. =)

lets talk about christmas.. i think im gonna complain more than talking about something meaningful or touchy... well.. the preps hv not been going to well.. im soo soo sooooo lazy.. i've no idea why.. not much of an inspiration coming along.. mum's working..dad's working.. sisters are working.. been a funeral last sunday.. and granny refuses to celebrate christmas with any of her children and she wants to hv a quiet christmas since her sister just passed away.. so everything is a bit depressing and the rain is not helping either ! and  i hv this laziness spree going on and its not helping me get things done and its driving my mom off the walls! and that is irritating me as well.. and im surpriced that im not bothered..  honestly.. im all alone in the house.. feels kinda lonely.. and i just dont feel like doing anything.. gaaahhhrr..

in the midst of it all.. i still hv time to cityville evry freakin hour and also complain about how i wish my laptop could read my mind or maybe had a voice control feature where i just speak and it types.. haha.. well there ae such laptops and its for the partially impaired people.. i am not partially impaired am i?? im abit kuku-fied.. so just bear with me..

and so.. im also on my sem break.. and its for a month!! soo weeezingly happy! and obviously there are the movie marathons.. downloaded so many awesome movies.. and since im soo not busy.. i'd like to entertain you with some spoilers!! wakakaka!!

ps: if u dont wan any spoilers.. easy ..just dont read my next post! ;)

m still here!

hey der!! LOL.. i kno i've been out for quite a while.. and will be a while longer more.. just drop by to inform dat  i was still alive ..not dat anyone cares.. but yea.. im ALIVE!  just not in da bloggin mood.. and im taking a brek from any form of distraction at the moment.. kind of angry at the moment too.. i kindda understand now how it feels to hate a guy!

Do not wish to talk about it.. because words will be 18ssxxx.. oh well.. hope to start blogging after finals.. i kindda doubt dat too. haha! k then .take care ppl!!