Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Spoilers!!

the so not much awaited spoilers.. dont know why i called it the spoilers .. but im sure some of you'll must hv watched some of the movies.. well.. i think im just gonna talk about some reviews.. im not soo busy anyways and i realise i keep saying that "im not so busy" =p ! well.. its true.. i AM not so busy.. u  must be getting annoyed by now.. hehehehehehe..


oh yes.. lots and lots of movies!!


Rapunzel or Tangled.
okay.. the 1st i watched was Rapunzel..  it was a cam copy which i got from satheesh... it was clear but the voices werent clear.. felt i was cheated.. anyways i told him not to ever download anything which is written "cam" over it! anyways ...the movie.. haaaa.. what can i say.. i am always a softy for fairytails.. it was touching and it made me cry too.. im sure all of us are familiar with the story of rapunzel.. the evil witch who kidnaps the baby princess for her magic hair which has the ability to heal and to keep the evil witch young and nvr grow old. and ofcoz the poor princess was locked away and nvr knew she was a princess until she was rescued by a hansome thief and was shown her the world and the thief falls in love and the truth is revealed.. and evil witch is killed and she is taken back to the king and queen and they all live happily ever after..  well ITS BETTER TO WATCH IT K! so go watch it... the hero lookss soo cute! well.. the part i like about all fairytales are not onli the happily ever after endings.. but the story actually.. about how each fairytale having this hidden meaning to it all.. i read sumwhere.. im guessing it was one of juan's tumblr post about wat each fairytale means..


yeap.. got it from Juan...^^  .......beautiful and sweet isnt it?? 

The Social Network
Moving on.. wow.. i really enjoyed this one.. the story of how facebook came to be.. facebook was a result of a Harvard's computer genius's past time .. like seriusly.. he's a genius! Mark Zuckerberg.. can u imagine? without him there wont be cityville??? i really cant imagine that.. not to mention.. yes! the social networking..its gonna be a social suicide if there's no facebook! whichever moron minister who wishes to ban facebook.. he better watch it..haha! as it is they are banning p2p downloads.. but please.. not facebook..  Well anyways.. back to the story.. Mark Zuckerberg actually had to face law suits for creating Facebook before becoming the yougest billionaire in the world.. amazing guy.. seriusly..

Despicable Me
Then, i watched Despicable Me.. its really a cute animation .. about this mad inventor/ thief who adopts 3 little girls whome will eventually melt his heart and changes his personality.. this was a tear jerker too.. not to mention one of the 3 little ones are sooo freakin adorable!! u'll know who once u watch it.. 

Scott Pilgrim vs The World
This movie was quite a weird.. i honestly didnt understand it at the beginning.. but  slowly got the hang of it.. there was a few eliments that was involved in it.. it was intresting with the videogame/ sitcome -ish genre involved..  it was more of a man fighting for his love but instead of fighting normally he'll be fighting them like how u see in those VS games.. with KOs and stuff.. pretty cool.. ^^

Devil
This m.night shamalan was pretty creeppy.. especially if ur alone.. in ur room.. with the lights off.. and ur watching a horror movie.. creepy..!!  this wasnt really the typical m.night movie..there was the suspense and all.. but it wasnt like the 6th sense..the signs or the village like.. it was different but it was also intresting .. its all about the elevator.. the 5 ppl in it.. in which where the elevator gets stuck for no reason and one by one in the elevator gets killed..! We will know that its the devil's work.. but with a reason.. all of those in the elevator have commiter a crime in which they nvr own up to but eventually only one will survive because he confessed his mistakes.. and the devil will leave him.. wat was interesting bout this movie was.. it tells us that if there is a devil .. there is also a God.. devil takes lives.. but God forgives..  so m.night shamalan.. hats off to u.. =)

Charlie st Cloud
i absolutely adored this movie..it was sad and touching.. but with a happy ending.. Zack Efron stars in it.. and Zack's smile.. his eyes.. especially when he cries.. my goodness.. u will just feel so sorry for him..i would say.. just forget the High School Musical Zack Efron and just focus on him as Charlie st Cloud. Well.. in this movie.. charlie will loose his little brother in a car accident.. and ever since the accident he is able to see ghosts.. and he always sees his little brother's ghost.. and he misses out on everything in his life just to keep the promise he made to his brother before his death... that is until a girl comes into the picture.. but it only gets even more interesting after that.. so yea.. dont wanna give too much spoilers.. haha go watch it.. really a beautiful story..

There was a whole other bunch of movies i've also downloaded and watched like.. Going the Distance which is about having long distance relationship and the commitment one should have.. then The Legend of the Guardians...oo.. i really liked this one.. a must watch too.. somewhat a warrior side to owls.. was really nice .. and then i watched The Diary Of a Whimpy kid .. downloaded Nightmare on Elm Street.. Jonah Hex
.. all yet to watch.. and finally had a rewatch of The Pirates of the Carribean series! Captain Jack Sparrow!!! haha.. cant wait for the 4th installation next year! ;)

so then, that would be all from me today.. astala vista babey!

Monday, December 20, 2010

the epidemic of VAIN-ess.. =)

well.. christmas is near.. i'm sorry to say that i've not been letting myself get busy..there's nothing much anyways.. since there is no open house this year because all of us are going for a family vacation!!! excited to go Bukit Tinggi.. nvr been there in the 1st place.. ask around and people said it had nice scenery and such but not a fun place or watsoever.. so i decided to check it out myself.. how else.. i googled it ! ;)

the place is a beauty.. those french designed buildings and structure .. i honestly thought it was more like kingdom like how u see on tv.. like when horsemen ride into a kingdom.. there are houses and people and then at the far there is the castle.. *imagining this*. well.. it did look like that..hehe ..anyways.. that would be my vacation.. and i pray that it'll be a good one.. =)

lets talk about christmas.. i think im gonna complain more than talking about something meaningful or touchy... well.. the preps hv not been going to well.. im soo soo sooooo lazy.. i've no idea why.. not much of an inspiration coming along.. mum's working..dad's working.. sisters are working.. been a funeral last sunday.. and granny refuses to celebrate christmas with any of her children and she wants to hv a quiet christmas since her sister just passed away.. so everything is a bit depressing and the rain is not helping either ! and  i hv this laziness spree going on and its not helping me get things done and its driving my mom off the walls! and that is irritating me as well.. and im surpriced that im not bothered..  honestly.. im all alone in the house.. feels kinda lonely.. and i just dont feel like doing anything.. gaaahhhrr..

in the midst of it all.. i still hv time to cityville evry freakin hour and also complain about how i wish my laptop could read my mind or maybe had a voice control feature where i just speak and it types.. haha.. well there ae such laptops and its for the partially impaired people.. i am not partially impaired am i?? im abit kuku-fied.. so just bear with me..

and so.. im also on my sem break.. and its for a month!! soo weeezingly happy! and obviously there are the movie marathons.. downloaded so many awesome movies.. and since im soo not busy.. i'd like to entertain you with some spoilers!! wakakaka!!

ps: if u dont wan any spoilers.. easy ..just dont read my next post! ;)

Friday, December 10, 2010

m still here!

hey der!! LOL.. i kno i've been out for quite a while.. and will be a while longer more.. just drop by to inform dat  i was still alive ..not dat anyone cares.. but yea.. im ALIVE!  just not in da bloggin mood.. and im taking a brek from any form of distraction at the moment.. kind of angry at the moment too.. i kindda understand now how it feels to hate a guy!

Do not wish to talk about it.. because words will be 18ssxxx.. oh well.. hope to start blogging after finals.. i kindda doubt dat too. haha! k then .take care ppl!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Falling Stars

This is such a heartbreaker!! lovin this new song from david archuleta !
Got it from my cuzin brother's fb profile.. hehe..
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when you forget me
and you don't remember my name
not even a memory
somewhere in the back of your brain
i won't be offended
cus i always knew that the day would come and
be not enough to make you stay

you tell me it's not possible
no way that we could break
but nothing is illogical
believe me
like falling stars over your head
we were bound to burn up alive
crashing cars cause
i'll never get over you
cause you are so
beautiful
yeah

the world is turning
and time keeps on lingering on
the sun will be burning
eventually you will be gone
i'll always love you
ohh
believe it or not
baby thats not enough to,
not enough to stop these

falling stars over your head

we were bound to burn up alive
crashing cars
i'll never get over you
never over you cause
you are so
beautiful
yeah

when its all said and done
i'll be just a spec in a galaxy
floating further away by gravity

you tell me its impossible
no way that we can break...
like falling stars....
like crashing cars
like falling stars over your head
we were bound to burn up just like
crashing cars
i'll never get over you
never over you
cause you are
so
beautiful

you are so beautiful
yeah

ugly betty, losses and thoughts

hm.. just finished watching the last season of ugly betty!! i must say.. it was a nice ending.. ^^ liked it alot.. and absolutely loved wilhelmina slater's character! aww.. eventhough she was like a crazy evil person but then i really really enjoyed watching the show mainly for her and also to see how ugly betty turn into the beautiful swan.. =) its alright.. we can see wilhelmina's transition to desperate housewives anyways.. but nothing can beat the WILHELMINA SLATER character.. it was the bomb of the show!! gonna miss it..!

oh well anways.. i recently saw one of my facebook friend's profile.. its a girl whom i knew during foundation.. i got to know that her mother passed away .. it was really sad .. her profile pic was with her mother.. her recent status's were about how much we should actually appreciate our moms when they are alive and all... though i never knew this girl really well.. but im sure we could feel her pain wether or not we have experienced the lost ourselves.......

This, honestly made me miss my mother alot.. i feel the urge to constantly call her to hear her voice.. because to me.. my mother really was there for everything.. i mean come on.. i tell her everything that goes on in my life.. she's always there to take care of me and my sisters well beings..to give us the support.. always worrying.. always praying...she is the footstool of the house.. more so like the head of the house.. she takes care of everything..  she is a wonderful mother whom God has truly blessed my family with..  and i wonder what will i ever do without her..  i cant even imagine it..

i remember we had this conversation.. last week when she was sending me to the ktm station.. well.. some we know was planning to settle down 2yers after loosing his wife.. well my mom asked me what do i think about it.. well obviosly i would say its none of my bussiness.. its the person's life... then i guess its his choice.. but honestly i didnt think it was nessesary to remarry since ur alridi older.. i dont know if im being a bit laid back or something.. but then.. yea..

then my mom was kindda shocked with my answer.. because she doesnt mind the man getting married at all.. and then this ticked me off.. she goes on and says: " what if i die.. im not sayin i will.. but im just sayin.. plz let your father remarry if he ever feels lonely"  and ultimately my answer was a NO! and i just told her :"NO WAY! i could not even possibly think of someone else in your place!  i dont think i could even talk to the woman! and i cant imagine my father doing something like that"  i honestly got soo emotional that my face was red.. and i just told my mom to not ever talk about this again...

even as im writing this.. i do feel like soo old school-ish.. but then.. i've started to feel like this remarry thing has become a trend for the older generation.. im not really sure of what to think of it.. it applies differently for different individual.. its diffrent when u make wrong choices and you marry the wrong person and then you go through a divorce and only then you find the love of your life.. its diffrent when your young and your partner dies.. but then there is someone who is willing to love you and changes your life once again..and its also different when you've grown old togather .. you love each other soo much.. and then one of the spouse passes away.. its only natural to feel lonely.. because the love of your life passed away... but why would you remarry another person so that the loneliness goes away??? isnt just living with the memories of your love one good enough to live on by yourself..?? wont you feel like you are betraying the memories you have had with your love one??

im actually feeling a little naive here.. because im still young.. and i honestly feel like i dont know what im talking about.. and here as i write.. im thinking about the movie The Notebook.. a very passionate movie of a couple.. the intensity of the love they both had .. that it still made the man love his dimensia-ed wife.. everyday reading the notebook to her so that she could atleast recall a little bit of the love they both shared and at the end dying at each others arms.. simply a beautiful story.. ofcourse its the movies.. but i truly believe there are such cases in real live...

But then... this is just what i thought about.. and thought of writing it down.. if u hv an opinion bout this.. feel free to comment.. ^^

God bless.. and Goodnite!

im stuck!

WOW... been some time since i blogged..

oh well.. my last post has been a little dramatic with me wanting to go search for myself and all.. still am.. i just felt like i've lost the focus and i just couldnt blog.. didnt know wat to exactly eventhough there were lots of things going on around me.. like i went for mahes's 21st birthday last saturday... there was this ice-cream eating game and i came in 2nd! haha! then  i actually danced for the very 1st time in a function with my frens! i dont know how much of a fool i looked liked actualy because some of them said i was jumping more than dancing.. =.=' oh well.. who cares.. i had tonnes of fun and  im hoping they're just kidding since im such a shorty .. heh heh heh...=p

anyways.. that wasnt really wat i wanted to blog about.. just thought of writing whatever that came in my mind.. short semester is as miserable as ever.. with all the pilled assignments to finish... midterms and tests to study... feeling there is too much goin on in soo little time.. but i still have ample time to laze around and snooze around.. too much time in hand is a bad thing too.. because it makes you lazy!! and im LAZY!! guess what i've been doin rather than finishing up my assignments?? i was watching movies.. goin on a ugly betty final season marathon.. animes..and im not praying... gosh.. what is going on with me.. ?????

and u know what happens..??  im all moody.. all this negative thoughts keep pouring in.. feel soo lost.. disturbed... unhappy. emo-ish.. headache.. oh my God.. its weird.. its like im forgetting Him.. what He has done for me.. im soo afraid.. and im always reminding myself.. that God.. He's right there waiting for me to hold his hands so He could lift me up again...

This is a very honest opinion.. what we have become is the choices that we make in life.. there's no one to blame but.. urself.. its up to us to make the right choices and live a good live or make the bad choice and live with the consequences.. ofcourse.. we also have the moment where we learn from our mistakes... So indirectly said.. not all bad choices we make are bad choices.. hehe..

oh well.. im in distraught.. just feel like im stuck in some whirlwind and im finding it difficult to get out simply because im STUCK! Jesus.. save me...

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

God.. why am i the way that i am??

naan siritaal deepavali ..hoi!

haha.. !! yea people !! its deepavali!! Goin home today at 9:44am train! home sweet home babey!  Cant wait for friday.. go for deepavali visiting.. eating those delicious, mouth watering, rich, splendid indian sweet! paal kua.. jelebi.. kesari.. achimuruku.. murukus..!! who can forget the thosais, capatis , idlis and idiappom with chicken curry and sambar!!!  oh my God..! im literally drooling!!

okay enough of the deepavali fever.. 

oh well.. not really in the mood to blog lately.. having alot of things in my mind which i hv yet to let go of.. aLOT!  especially now... i can never understand one thing about myself.. im always envious of somebody...  i donno why.. as much as i try to stay positive.. i really donno if anyone would be envious of me???

Despite having the good friends.. the "past" .. great church friends... the life.. the countless blessings.. why lord..? why do i still feel like im missing out on something? i feel sad.. depressed.. angry.. frustrated sometimes.. because honestly.. i AM A LOW SELF ESTEEMED PERSON =( .. im constantly trying to find something good about myself .. something that i like about myself.. so far.. i honestly dont know..

one day.. i am going to face this world.. one day.. the friends dat i have now wont be there anymore to be there by my side to hear me out though i kno one can overcome all things through Christ Jesus.. but yea.. friends.. they too would have their own life to attend too already.. one day.. the people im with now.. wont be with me now forever.. wat will i do? wat will i do??

Alot of things have happened in my life.. i've seen people change.. for the better or for worst.. as for the worst i can only pray that God will save you.. and i definately hope not to be apart of it.. i've constantly had this desire to just travel.. go out all by myself.. not having the independent college life kind of independency but just totally no strings attached.. the real independency.. all by yourself... to travel.. and work wherever possible.. once you've gained anough money then go on the move again.. kinda reminds me of Christopher Mccandless.. if u dont know who he is.. you should definately go find out.. he's  a legend and a hero.. 

i feel like i just need a break..just go out without telling anyone..  go on a spiritual journey... leaving the world aside.. finding me in Him.. Im sure most would say : "why go on the journey when u can find God while prayin in ur room?" =/ oh well.. i reali dont hv the answer to that.. its just a personal thing.. :)

i always had the desire to bald myself.. like seriusly.. oh nO.. i am no britney spears k.. im totally fine with no psycological problems..its just a once in a life time thing which i reali desire to do.. 

i know my blog has been quite random lately.. not much of an update on a totally vain life which i have...apart from STILL recovering from a very terrible flu, had Pengajian Malaysia xm ,  got total cake facial for Lacness, Chris, and Mahes's birthday eventhough i tried running awaysoo badly.. played cs with kalai and mahes then kalai taught me how to play Left 4 Dead~~!(becoming a gaming pro now) oh well.. i guess my life isnt exactly the epidemic of vain.. but.. 
God..  why am i  the way that i am??  
=/ ...............


Monday, November 1, 2010

Angel ....

As i was sitting on my desk.. this song just flowed into my mind. Angel by Sarah Mclachlan.. such a beautiful.. beautiful ..beautiful song... click on --> Angel  to hear the song =)


Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here 

Friday, October 29, 2010

cest la vie ..

.. absolutely miss blogging..

LOL.. anyways.. today kampar had a thunderstorm which was pretty scary 1st coz i hate thunder.. 2nd it felt like as if it was right above my head and 3rd it caused digi not to hv signal .. had to use fbchat to communicate with everyone just so that we can go out as a group for dinner..sighs.. but i guess v hv to thank God for the technology.. hahaha

Had another go of cs today the peeps! wuhoo! vani joined us!!! today cudnt reach my target of 100 but ended up killing 97 ppl instead before suddenly getting disconnected from the server.. nansense!

alot of things has been on my mind.. alot of  things that i shudnt be bothered of im bothered.. alot of ppl in need of alot of prayer and im here ..bein soo healthy.. sleeping like a pig.. eating like a pig.. playing cs.. yamcha-ing.. even enjoyin a peaceful scenery by the lake.. when there are people who are going throughh operations after operating.. chemo after chemo.. vomitting after vomitting.. suffering after suffering.. sometimes i just cant help wonder.. where is the fairness in thAT? Yes ppl i Am talking about cancer.. CANCER.. why does it even exist i should ask.. its main exixtence to cause pain and suffering to those who are suffering it and even those who is surrounded by it.. and sometimes it makes me feel guilty .. really guilty that i even worry about some guy who use to like me.. that i worry about failing a subject.. who this.. what that.. how much more pathetic can i be.. sigh.. SIGH!!

im just sad... how many of my church members died of cancer.. a fellow frend's mother is having cancer..my fren's aunty is having cancer.. even my own dear cousin is hving cancer and has been fighting it for 2 years and still is.. and i.. i just feel soo helpless.. i feel God is soo not fair.. and all i can do is just pray........that also im not doing properly.. sighs

honestly..now .. i no longer think its a big deal having a stomach pain.. headache.. flu.. cough ..sick.. even when it comes.. its for a while..

not sure why i wrote the things i wrote.. it just came in my mind..

anyways.. i HAVE been having this sore throat.. which is quite irritating.. hope to get better soon.. and tomorow  which is today since its 3.43am on saturday im having Pendidikan Moral class.. classes on saturdays honestly sucks... tot i'd be in the same class with sasi but i'm left stranded all myself in a different lecture hall from 8am to 3pm!!

You see people.. even after all the things i've mentioned.. i still worry about petty little things.. and u just cant help but to wonder that THERE ARE people who just .. they just .. dont get to worry about petty little things such as these.. and the only thing they worry about is to win the battle and also to answer the question WILL I LIVE ANOTHER DAY TO SEE THE SMILES OF MY LOVED ONES..?? too many "sighs" already but still.. sighs..

oh well ... for us who can pray.. we pray... =) CEST LA VIE --------> its life.. 

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Amazing Love


Amazing Love


I’m forgiven because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted, You were condemned.

I am alive and well, Your spirit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.


Amazing love,

How can it be

That You, my King, should die for me?

Amazing love,

I know it’s true.

It’s my joy to honor You,

In all I do, I honor You.


I’m forgiven because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted, You were condemned.

I am alive and well, Your spirit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.

=D!!

"i dont wanna go somewhere.. if i know that Your not there..coz i know me  without You is a lie.."

im referring to God k.. not to some imagination lover of mine.. ! anyways.. its a song from Avalon.. beautiful lyrics in which i believe i've posted before.. ^^

anyways.. i believe i havent blogged for a while now.. hehe.. was high on sem break! haha... no la..actually balik kampung alridi.. so no mood to blog..  its different when ur home.. When i blog.. i need to lie down on the bed with my laptop on my lap..and just blog..therefore im alridi used to the position when im in kampar.. when i go home= blogging mood shuts off + no privacy!

anyways..its been a week since im back to kampar.. took some time to settle in.. with 3/4 of the gang off for Intership! but its still tonnes of fun with the guys and sasi, christina, sudtha.. Counter Strike and pool !! wohooo!!  im a cs pro now.. my personal record from 29 to 54 then i finally i killed 104 ppl!!  sudah pro la.. biasa la... *perasan-ing*

anyways.. got a few testimonies.. will update one by one later on..

chaoz for now ppl!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

life as it is..

Read one of juan's post which mentioned im doing a good job at taking her place while she's gone.. perhaps i was.. haha.. but she's still my "guru" in blogging.. blogger queen juan! but the truth of the matter is .. i just blog when im reali tensed up.. if u realise i had a lot of posts up last month.. and i was in the middle of my finals for God's sake.. hahahaha!!

oh well.. speaking of juan's latest post.. hm.. .. i guess there is someone whose feeling the same way as i do.. and yes juan i gotto agree.."its just life.. how hard can it be?". I think.. a few posts back i roughly wrote something similar.. but it was just a buddle of words or craps and i dont even know ppl who read it actually really got it.. ^^'

its true.. its just life . how hard can it be? though we think this way.. why do we still hv the doubt.. THAT wreck of emotion that we still sink ourselves into? after putting on my thinking cap.. this thought just randomly popped in..LIFE as we say  is only hard when we start getting confused between what we feel and what we think.. confusion between imagination and reality.. confusion between facts and figures.. confusion between touching and tasting.. confusion between seeing and believing ...confusion between knowing and not knowing..confusion!

yes.. im confused.. sometimes you just cant help but to ask God :"why cant my life be as perfect as others?!!!"
well.. ofcourse nobody is perfect.. problem ceases to rise no matter how perfect someone is or how perfect someones life is.. being perfect itself is a problem.. so then why???  well.. to be honest.. when you dont get the things you want in life.. and when other have it.. you just assume that the person is perfect.. sighs..  i kno ..lame.. 

So then .. what happens to trusting God..? what happens to having faith? what happens to not having doubt? what happens to "God's will be done in my life"?  Well........ nothing .. nothing happens.. cause its you... its all you.. WE have to look at life diffrently.. rather than looking at it like some miserable piece of trash.. we ought to look at it like its a rainbow.. colorful.. beautiful.. it just puts a smile on your face... and you help to put smiles n others.. =)  its tough.. it is HARD.. sometimes we just got to let go of past emotions.. definately know that God's will is being done in your life... definately i want someone in my life..to love me for who i am.. whome i'd be happily married with kids..mayb i hAd that person.. but then God told me its not him.. and i must wait.. so i'll just wait.. and im sorry God.. if i had acted miserably..if i didnt hv faith.. if i ever doubted You.. if i had ever stop trusting You.. im sorry.. cause nothing in this WORLD ever matters if  I dont HAVE YOU in my life.. =) 


You cant change what has happened.. nor must you dwell in it.. dont let your teenage hormones/ adult hormones(if such exists) get the head of you.. take charge of you life.. accept things the way they are.. dont try hard to change then ending up making the biggest mistake in your life.. everything happens for a reason.. if what you want doesnt take place now.. it doesnt mean it wont happen.. God has heard your prayers.. so trust in Him..for He will make your path straight..just let it go.. 


YES i know i have mentioned the aboves 101 times in my other posts before.. but no harm to be reminded of again.. for myself and for some of you.. ^^

Something just prompt me to write this on fb yesterday morning(saturday) :

"why would ppl wanna kill themselves for love?? come on la..life is worth more than that.. love comes and go.. if its the right one for u it stays.. and nothing is better God's love for YOU and ME .. if u wanna die .. die for Him.."


God bless and goodnyt!








Monday, September 27, 2010

Negativity -ve

Well.. been going through some other blogs from my blogger buddies blogs since most of them never seem to be updating their blogs.. no offence but i know most of you'll are busy =) anyhow ..so i came across this post from a dude name seenu.. i found this blog from juan's friends list..the dude has yet to update his blog from 2009.. haha.. and so i found this post bout men and women really really intresting.. plus i've been sensing some negative energy in Kampar..women pay attention! i thought of sharing a link to the post but i couldnt so thought of just sharing it in my blog instead =)


i love the part highlight in bolded in blue


TUESDAY, MAY 12, 2009


She's my Bitch,He's my Punani:: seenu

" Friends are like bras.Close to your heart and there for support.”


These are the peoples you...

-share nasi lemak and teh ais
-watch football matches
-complain that your boyfriend is a total jackass
-circulate porn
-get high with and curse your father for not financing your alcohol expense



The 
xx chromosomes(females) tend to bond better with their female acquaintance or better know as,Biatches,Babe,SugermuFFin,etc etc.Females tend to love their own species rather then the opposite ones because they can communicate well emotionally.For an example;

Anjalai just got a major shock.She reaches Manjakani via the electronic communicator device a.k.a handphone

Anjalai :BABE!arggggghhhhh! CRISIS !!CRISIS !!
Manjakani cuts in
Manjakani :Hunny !CHILL!CHILL...chiiilllll
Anjalai :*takes a deep breath*phew..
Manjakani :Whats wrong ??
Anjalai :Your never gonna believe what just happen !
Manjakani :What what ??
Anjalai : Ah chai called me for a movie !
Manjakani : Huh ? Ah chai who ?
Anjalai :*takes a deep breath of disbelieve* OMG sayang..Ah chai Ramaraju,the cutest,HAWTEST,most adorable guy in the mamak shop that day !!
Manjakani :Get out !Serious shit ?? OMG!OMG!OMG

*both having moment of leisure by shouting simultaneously*

Manjakani :First things first.What are you wearing women ??
Anjalai :I cant decided ! That's the crisis all about !
Manjakani :I'll be there in 10 minutes.
Anjalai :Awwww...Thanks babe !Love yah !


Where else the 
xy chromosomes(male) are much sophisticated species where a few words churns out a million meaning.For example;

GeorgePandi's girlfriend cheated him.JerrySamy consoled him.

GeorgePandi : She's a bitch !
JerrySamy : Told you right..
GeorgePandi : Macha,you know how much i love her dei ?
JerrySamy : More than porn ?
GeorgePandi :*tearing* yesss....*SOBBING LOUD*
JerrySamy :It's okay macha.Let's get drunk.

Notice the length of the conversation?Yes.That's it.No matter what our problem is,getting drunk is the ONLY solution.


Friends=Sharing stationery+cheating in exam+mocking on a lecturers+Arguments

Emphasizing on arguments,the two sexes have their standard modus operandi of accomplishing that portion.

The
 xy species are rare to be found in controversy among each other.But if they are found,the following long list are the cause;

1.Girls
2.Female
3.chick
4.babe
5.perempuan
6.leng lui
7.sareke

We men always fight for noble cause;

1.You talk with my girl,YOU DIE !
2You look at my girl,YOU DIE !
3.You glance at my girl,YOU DIE !

4.You breathe my girls carbon dioxide,YOU DIE ! (seenu likes this)

But the xx species are much advanced because their approach in revenge are more tech savvy whereby internet applications such as facebook shout out,blogger are utilized.Their targets would be;

-sluts who steal their best friends boyfriends
-who steals their own boyfriend
-bitches who spread rumor about them


An argument is said to be cement between bricks.It strengthens the bond.But it should be in a healthy way where both individual tolerate each others ego and give in for the better.Learn the word sorry and imply it whenever you need to.Trust me,your social life will be a colorful one.

There is 2 things in life that are hard to find.A tasty Milo ice and A true friend.The second one inspires us.Shows us the path that should be taken.Encourages us during the darkest of time.A person who leads us to a better life unconsciously with expecting a single gratitude in return.

If you have one,appreciate them while your still breathing.Don't shed any croc tear when they aren't breathing.

Sembahyanglah sebelum anda disembahyangkan.
Nandri,vanakam.